Dearest Lightworkers, it is going more and more difficult to describe all current energies and changes. Looks like my conscious mind is too "slow" and "heavy" for those experiences, and can't express them in words or any other symbols. Although many of us succeed in this expressing, they have special talents for it. But for me it is getting more and more tricky.
It upsets me a bit, because my desire contribute to this site and to people's spiritual growth is very strong. But maybe solution lies in just surrendering to process, just accepting new energies and following my Trough Inner Path, without exact explanations of what is going on. Maybe that will be my best contribution to this site and your lives. So it looks like I skip writing and posting... but will be with you anyway. You can also ask me for help and heart healing. It is still possible to do ;)

Or perhaps new inspirations to share easily will come to me. The last important thing I can share is that it is time for conscious mind to transform itself. Conscious mind always tries to explain everything, to seize on something, to have guaranties and certainty. It is necessary to survive in 3D world. But on the inner level we have to trust to our feelings. If we are calm and quite inwards, while outer world propels us to activity - it is really wiser stay quite.

Many of us are waiting for special moment to come and change everything. Many mothers( fathers as well) in the depth of their hearts hope that they will give bearth to very special child, that will make difference in the world somehow. But WE are this "special child".Just remember what did you expected from your special child deeply in your heart... and accept that YOU are that gift.  And NOW is very special and important moment. The more we feel it, the closer we are to 5th dimension!

Conscious mind tries to control everything and create turmoil. "Why does it go that way? It should have been like this!". Or "Why is it so unceirtan? Is there anything I can hold on to?".

But let this chatter control our everyday life - for example, crossing the road or making food. On the inner level we should just be totally open to the Higher Energies. And they will creat right opportunities in the right time.