I love all inspired music but especially Didgeridu Music. I adore community, relationships and loving and living. I love the feminine and have embraced that within me as well. Perhaps a little too much as I wear my emotions on my sleve. At least they are cleaner and lighter than they have ever been before. That is good yes? I get scared when I challenge too many fears too quickly but I still stand at the edge of the lake and shout "YES!" I've seen a reeeeeeeallly big picture of love and sometimes seeing the big picture makes it hard to be here. So I'm bringing the big picture here instead of trying to leave here to get back to the big picture. Want to play?

I've seen sound and heard light. The kingdom of Heaven and Nature Sang to me in sounds that can't be made on Earth and welcoming my return to awareness In this same experience, 35 foot tall White Swans swam across the lake toward me calling my name. Clarion. Later on, I was given the circular breathing skills for playing Didgeridoo the very first night of my introduction to it. From the Dream Time. I awoke in the morning and could play it. The "she" wolf has been calling to me from time to time in dream time. She is my lover but started out many years ago as that which scared me most. She represents the animate life force, the mystery, the raw primal and uncontrollable intelligence that might love you or devour you. I must surrender to find out. I often have wondered, "Did she represent a real woman I might someday meet?" The questions were endless but the pressing urgency spawned spiritual growth of immense self accpetance. And it continues...

These are my nature and solstice/equinox celebration pictures.

 This truly is a "Matrix" reality folks.  Through the gift of an incredible dream world,  I've opened to the immensity of consciousness. Having many times felt extreme states of joy, bliss, connection, knowing, power, wisdom, etc. in dreaming, I realized that I could open to those same states in this physical expression. I am the ancient warrior that has long ago layed down the sword. The wisdom gained through suffering can never be questioned.

 I have seen that this is a reality of "possibilities" rather than of solid structure that we are wholly subject to. Many times, the dream states included sound and vibration experiences which eventually led me to being a world class Didgeridoo music composer. Now, I fully embrace the outstanding wisdom shared by Eckhart Tolle such as the "Power of Now" & "A New Earth." I hold study groups for his foundational wisdom and have gone over his books over a dozen times. Evey sentence is vitally packed with deeper meaning. It doesn't get any better. Then, I combine that with the new findings of Quantum Physics, Epigenetics, Shamanism, Sound & Vibrational Portals to Presence & my dream world and find myself on a really exciting journey that really is bending my reality in radical ways. I dreamt major elements of the Matrix Movies back in 1985 and have only recently more fully realized the profound message I was given those years ago.

 And we are each on a personalized "Hero's Journey" like no other. Movies can only begin to fathom the depth each one of us embraces. So the next time you are at the theater and find yourself moved by dipictions of heroism and spiritual beauty, remember the person sitting close to you is a real life hero on their own journey a million times more powerful. No kidding. And that is an underestimation no doubt. And don't count yourself out either. Just your unconscious brain functions are 2 million times more aware than your conscious awareness. And that's only a beginning. Your depth is endless and stops no where or "Now here" as they say in "The Love Guru." (I loved that movie by the way...) Do the self love thing....I mean really do it; be it. That's the same thing as RELAX. I once talked directly with the core center of all of creation but it spoke thru what was called "The right hand of god." It said, "You have everything you need. Now relax." I was filled with unimaginable love. I know the message is the same for everyone. It's simple, profound, and yet many find it almost impossible to embrace. Eckhart Tolle says that we are not just the body but the body is the portal to presence. It is our physical expression and doorway to everything else. It is no surprise then when we here from the likes of Bruce Lipton and his "New Biology. Where Mind and Matter Meet" that the body absolutely reflects spiritual truth in the way it operates. We are trully co-creators of this experience here. The door is wide open. No limits but the self imposed ones. Don't believe it? Then likely that will create a limited experience for you. But open your mind and heart and relax you body and see what starts to happen. Relax. Drop the maintainance project. Break the tribal collective limited consciousness bonds. Reshape your own belief system. Wash your own brain of its insanity. Witness. Watch. Observe. Accept what is. Learn about time (no time really). Break psycological time beliefs. No future. No past. Only NOW. Eternal now. Your childhood is the same moment as NOW. Reform your thinking. Drop time - the feeding grounds of the Ego. Upgrade from monkey mind to divine mind. Change from a conceptual identity where you see yourself as your mental and emotional patterns to one of identifying with the animating life force that you are. Stop identifying the world of form as solid and see its true nature that qunatum physics now shows us to be a world of potential and possibilities. It's the same world that ancient shamans told us about. "Fluid, changing, morphing, interactive." the outer world is no more than your own reflections of consciousness. It can only be what you allow it to be.

Do you think there is enough consciousness processing power on Earth to create an artificial (illusionary) reality that most everone agrees upon? Like a giant global holodeck? Well let's see.....There are 6.5 billion people (and growing) on the planet. Each one is 2 million more times aware at an unconscious level than what they are aware of consciously. Multiply that. Then postulate how much more awareness each soul might have at astral, etheric, causal, and all other levels of wholistic beingness. Add that. Then consider the consciousness of all other life and bio-mass of the planet. Then consider the consciousness of the rocks and oceans and the Earth herself. Add that. Then add the galaxy and other universal bodies. Then add the immense energy that exists in the void of "no-thingness" that science tells us must exist in order for even the smallest particles to come in to matter. Then consider the intelligence behind that energy which is really just "Strings of Vibrational Patterns." Add all that together. Now. Do you think that just might be enough consciousness processing power to create this Matrix Reality that is totally interactive with us? YOU BET THERE IS and infintely more.

We don't need anymore vitual reality tv or games. We're already in one. But no fret. People can get as lost as they want in this experience. It all serves eventually in leading to change. And for those who are not awake, the change will be awakening. There is really no where or no when else to go. It's all good. No worries. No fixing the world is necessary. Just follow your true nature and the world will fix itself. Say YES. LOVE. Go a little CRAZY. Believe in your beingness as the wind in the trees. Show up in this world. And forgive. What do you have "For Giving" to the world? Give yourself. Be present. Don't hold back. Don't be quick to judge where "information" is coming from. Is it trully divine help from somewhere outside or is it a really tricky and devious ego refusing to let go. Observe it. Instead of saying "good" or "bad" you could say, "So it would appear." Be your own Saviour, your own Flying Saucer, your own DNA upgrade, your own Ascended Master, your own High Self & Low Self & Middle Self. Be a small, medium or large. If you are a medium, have integrity. If you are a channel, jump into the river of life and get into the mainstream. If you are a healer, tell the truth and let people know that no healing is needed when they are in their own presence. We don't need a ruse anymore. No shaking rattles that portend anything other than what they are. No mantras that point to god. Just be god. Be the example. Vibrate that acceptance to others that it is OK to show up as god and goddess. No more placebo or ritual that pretends to be life well lived. Be life well lived. Make you ritual life itself. Be the change you seek in the world. Love your reflection and it has no choice but to love you back. See the world not right or wrong but as it is. It's all here. What are you going to create within it? Be in the world but not of it. This is your playground. What do want to create next? Remember the movie "The Never Ending Story?" Yep. This is it.

Wow, Ok that was a lot. I don't know who will ever read this. Whatever. I think by now you can tell where I'm coming from.

Peace. Clarion.

What do I want to be or create in the future? Well nothing. Because the future doesn't really exist. Instead I like to be and do my aspirations right NOW as my levels of openess and awareness allow. I've produced 8 Didgeridoo cds. I like community events. I hold Solstice and Equinox drum and didgeridoo celebrations in Tucson. I have a book to write. A life time of dreams to be made into a movie. More music. More teaching. More loving. More connection. More peace. Oh, and MORE ability to realize that sometimes LESS is desireable too. hehehe.  

I became more conscious of what I was looking for after having a huge and highly metaphysical dream experience where I was filled with tremendous love, power and knowing. It changed my life experience forever.

Eckhart Tolle "Power of Now," "A New Earth" offer up some of the highest and most succinct spiritual wisdom available on the planet.  If you don't think so, read it again and open to the depth in EVERY word.  Stop seeking and be a finder.

Bruce Lipton "The New Biology.  Where Mind and Matter Meet." book/video.  This is THE MOST amazing Bridging Science I've ever seen.  These new scientific understandings of how our bodies really work is completely reflective in consciousness and spirituality.  Think you know what DNA is all about?  Or the brain of the cell?  Think again.  If you are not familiar with EPI-GENETICS, you owe it to yourself to check this out.  Trust me, you will be stunned and revitilized to receive this information.  Were this information to be fully recognized on this planet now, it alone would be enough to shift humanity upward a great degree.