Dear friends whose eyes happen to be reading these words, I am reaching out to you all today hoping that I can connect to your hearts and soul and in return feel the comfort that I seek. Throughout this journey that we are all taking alot of events shape our lives and alot of what happens around us we dont comprehend. Today I found out that one of my friends who I have known for years has become HIV positive. This boy was suffering with low self esteem issues and a family that never supported him let alone his homosexuality. When I heard this news I was totally shocked at how easy it is to contract it. He looked healthy as ever. To me Hiv is something I read about in books and magazines. Yes I know it exists but I never for once thought I would see it in person. See it taking over someone I know. My ignorance was not bliss. Recently I have been reading alot about macrobiotic way of eating and how organic food is a way of living thats more kind to your body and to the body of our beautiful Earth. I was trying to see the connection between enlightment and what we eat. I was confused again by how much is in our foods that is poisonous to us. Again here most of us dont know what we are ingesting. Is the food that we eat making us sick or is it the negativity that we emit. Is what goes in our mouths thats causing cancer or what comes out?
I feel strained and shocked at my friends state. I know it doesnt mean a death sentence now but still I cant grasp the fact of his illness. Nothing is a coincidence and another wise person said to me that AIDS is a lie. What a lie ....
Please send your energy to this guy his name is Fawzi. I sincerly hope his mistakes were my lesson. And that seeing him Dabble with drugs and promiscious sexual activity will teach me all others out there to take care of this Divinity that is the body. Thanks for your "time" may we meet as One soon where only health exists and only Love prevails
Rabie