Sometimes i get so frustrated when someone else says what I would of had said or wrote etc. Lately this has been getting more and more consistent not like before. I usually spend my nights in bend contemplating and discussing with my self all kinds of possibilities. Well sometimes these things happen right after I had thought about them the previous night or nights before maybe even years before but I don't know whether to call it "looking into the future" or actually "creating the my reality through what you would term GOD consciousness" or even "simply tapped into the over soul consciousness and being given the words i am choosing to search for in order to get people to listen too them and if i don't use them within a certain time period others tht were in tht same state subconsciously will use them." This leaves me to think to myself even harder and I emerge deep within a conversation tht began many many years ago which only gets me closer to infinity. Does anyone else experience this? For example I love music and I love to write lyrics I also love to right about anything as long as it begins a deep conversation in this space and time. Although I haven't wrote in a while any essays or 10000 word research papers I still think o worthy subjects for my time and I think and I think and I think and eventually many of these ideas just blurt out into my reality and hit me right in the face through other people like mainstream artists, media, so called scientists, professors etc. For instance lets say there was a channeler here who channeled the exact same concepts I did that can be very frustrating after seeing it happen 100's of times. Although some of them aren't exactly correct with how I would of thought about the concept they still are terribly accurate. Which ever explanation there is for this I understand that this is my practice becoming one with reality and all that is. So is anyone else experiencing this alignment with the flow of life? I believe if I am patient and BE harder I can get the answers I am looking for. I am really trying to be successful and bring something into this world that people can pay attention to because I believe I hold the answers to earths problems I just don't know I can possibly bring that attraction to myself to where everyone will be able to listen for once to the real truth. So all these subconscious discussions I leave running help me work on this hidden futuristic object I am creating the side effects include the above statements.