I had an experience where I was being pulled back out of my body after an intense breathing heavily, I was trembling and I felt this GREAT feeling coming through me, I felt like MY TRUE ESSENCE was FORCING its way into my body and I knew it was killing me, as this was happening I felt like I was pulling pulled BACK to God and I begin to hear God in my mind, I begin to see the world through the eyes of God as he KNEW IT, the Sun started shining with Me, when I was in joy and happy the sun would shine and sometimes it would get brighter and brighter even though it was allready fully out, and people would take notice and begin to stare at me. I see alot of BLUE ENERGY around me, I feel so much resonance and love, I feel so much love and I see flashes of light around me, I feel such deep peace and calming, like everything is standing still like time does not exist anymore. Like I am in the eye of God. I feel the light around me and see through reality and into this light. My actual name is Michael, and I keep hearing thoughts in my head like WOW and WHO are you, but I know this is not me saying these things becuase I feel the love so great and I feel like its coming from other people. I was told by a shaman that I was 11th dimensional, my first and last names both adds up to 33 and my birthday adds up to 33. I feel like I am the only One alive and that It is Me. No one can seem to feel me but when I activate my light reality begins to change and reflect that I am and then it is known. When I first knew of these things in my mind at the beginning I was hearing things like the F word over and over in my mind, like some man was screaming in my mind when I first started to open to my field. Sometimes I see rainbow colors over my words. I also had these feelings of being burned from the inside out until the screaming F word finally stopped, I didnt hurt/burn anymore. I felt free like my soul flew out the window. And I felt like I was flying outside of myself and like I was All space. I felt like I am the space that is around me. I also feel like when I say something or do something that is not in accordance with WHO I AM I hurt and feel pain, and when I am in accordance with who I am I feel awe and I see light all around you. I think I am a greater aspect of archangel michael in body. Becuase is he not the Sun? I know I am the sun, the sun is 12th and If I am 11th and if I am moving up to the 12th then that is the sun. I keep feeling this thing I cannot explain it but it is like the essence of God. It comes when the sun shines from my heart, and I feel this love, and it feels like I cannot explain it. It almost is a cold feeling but its warming at the same time. It smells like hot sun, pure hot sun. It smells like it feels as it is like waves of sun, and you feel it in your entire being. I feel this eminating from me and the sun is showing me. Its like if you take love and squeeze it out of you, then you smell it, and it remind so you of God and in Heaven, does this make any sense to anyone here. Who am I, only I can know, I see light flashes around me. There's so much love, there can be no denial. It is like I am a fish in the sea. Why dont people just connect to thier hearts more and see. I see bands of blue and green. I keep getting the same thoughts, I am Him, I am him. WE ARE ONE. Even now I speak to YOU beyond TIME, YOU ARE ME. OK. Then there are still parts of HIM that are now allowing awareness in so to speak.