(*please forgive for my cussing words...it's just that I'm being VERY honest and bold with my feelings & thoughts today when posting this!..*)

seriously, when will all of this start to REALLY HAPPEN?
all these "Mass Arrests, Disclosure, Galactic Federeration Light helping us from I-don't-know-where" etc etc?
WHEN ??...will it *really* happen at the often-said THE year 2012 (and beyond)?
or, it's just some made-up fantasy/escapism B.S ??
which one is true??

damn....you don't know how I'm sooo f*cking tired of waiting SO damn long for the REAL, RADICAL CHANGES to happen!
this world is so f*cked-up, and I'm becoming such a misanthropy and can't relate to society anymore these days!..

I hate NOT the planet, but the real-world and its 'mundane, dry' , bloody money/profits-seeking vultures, and ignorant SOCIETY these days!...

when?...when?....when?...
is it real?...or not?
is it all real?...or just a bunch of invented 'creative' B.S/nonsense/wishful-thinking/fantasy?..
that's all there is in my mind these days...