Over the last year I have parted ways with my fiance due to our differences, and within the last few months I have ultimately disconnected from many of our previously mutual friends including a few who are cousins of mine. I have a strong urge to avoid any negative influences. I am seeing a man who is very positive and treats me well however most recently I am becoming concerned with the level of negativity that permeates through my work place. I work cooking in a restaurant and my boss can become extremely angry, screaming, cussing, Ive seen him burn someone intentionally. Up until now I have been able to get by without allowing his demeanor to lower my vibrations, but now I can see that it is affecting everyone and all are in a bad mood. sometimes I leave crying and feel depressed. I felt like these people were some of the last friends I had but now I am feeling very lonely, and I would like to know how I can better focus on asking for guidance in meditations as well...