How do I survive and live when I have no where to go ? I have no place to call my home. I'm 19 and my family does not even act like I exist. I am a burden to them.. How can I adjust to this?

I have done what I can and my best to be loving and kind. I feel as if they no longer serve me as my "family" because I have learned that same blood does not equal family.

I want to find my spiritual family, and even if I do become homeless for good, then I will keep going on this journey.