I'm at the end of my line with life and the things called humans on this planet...Most humans make me sick to my stomach, the way they treat fellow humans and earthlings...I'm sick of living to what society tells me i should..how i should look...having to work my ass off just to live one more week... I wanna fly back home..i wasn't meant for this...life shouldn't be about pain..that's all i ever see....I used to be happy, but i guess when one is a star seed and has had contact with aliens since i was 3 my life was never gonna be normal..I know im here to help the humans, but i have no idea how im meant to do that..

At the end of the line with people putting me down and being negative just cause im different and have different views, whatever happened to free choice? to being able to have my own views and not get made to feel im a lesser person cause i dont agree with people..I feel there's only some much more i can handle before something has to give, maybe going back home will help, this world is like poison to me, i can feel it sucking the life outta me each day im here...