I am here to learn

Hello all you lightworkers, I wish you all love, happiness and light.

I am very new to this forum and I am slowly working my way around it and reading many new and interesting things that are helping me with my spiritual development. I so confused about many things lately, I cant really put it into words but I know I am being guided and my spiritual journey which started seriously about 15 years ago is under going a dramatic acceleration. I feel an opening with the angelic realm. I have experienced many wonderous signs that my angels are with me and some recent ones which would cause the biggest sceptic to think twice.

I feel so thirsty for more knowledge and understanding. It feels very difficult for me at the moment though, I cant make a simple decision, I have no idea what I want only what I dont want, I just want sleep all the time and I cannot bear noise at all, I crave peace and quiet. I recognise these as some of the signs of another awakening on the cycle of growth. I would appreciate any advise, guidance or channelings that any of you may get for me, if you feel it would help me. I am working on qualifing in reiki but feel I know so muh of this already and feel mild frusutration with some of the discipline as I want to work far more intuitively and naturally. Am I wrong to feel this? Should I be more accepting of disciplined teachings and learn from that restriction? Does anyone else out there feel so buffeted and confused by everything? All comments and prayers would be gratefull recieved.

I accept all that is. I accept all that is for the higher good off all. Sending love and positive rays.xx