What am I?

I just recently started seeing energy.
I see mists everywhere. I see green sparkles in the grass, blue sparkles over water, and white/yellow sparkles in the sky. I see a smokey figure that moves around my right side at all times. I see peoples auras. At night I see large blue and yellow lights moving around my roof. The air looks like it is full of lights, kind of hte way that a television screen looks when it is in that black and white staticky stage.
I knew when I was very young that something would happen to me when I was 22, and I just turned 22. I also remember having some of these things happen to me when I was younger. I think that I forgot it all when I became depressed and medicated in my teen years.
Can anyone tell me what the heck is going on with me? I've been told that its a personal journey, and that it will begin ot make sense to me, but it isn't making sense.
I can't relate to any of the "lightworkers," and I don't particularily relate to the indigo traits either, although I have always felt different, and I have always felt that I was able to do spiritual things, and that I was meant to help and heal people, but that is it.
Ideas anyone?
Any support or advice, or information would be so so so appreciated!
-jaz