Since I was 11 I've felt I have come from another planet.
However, I've also always had a fear of aliens (Greys). When ever I see one I break into a sudden sweat. I wonder whether this is because I saw a documentary of a scientist dissecting one that they thought might be real when I was about 6.

However, I then saw the documentary The Legend of Atlantis and there was one which tilted his head and slightly blinked and I wasn't scared of him and found him quite endearing!

A few months ago I had visions of alien faces when I closed my eyes and ready to go to sleep. And in the comfort of the light on and my dad lying next to me I tried to befriend them and make them smile as they talked.

I wonder whether it's the lack of emotion in their faces that scares me because as soon as they smiled I wasn't scared - or is it a reaction from a bad past experience with Greys? I can't work this out? I'd really appreciate any ideas..

Thank you *******