Last night I fell asleep fairly early while putting my daughter to sleep. My husband woke me up once to see if I was coming to bed, and I kept responding to him, but he just kept saying "what?".. So I assume I wasn't making any sense. He left the room and I fell back to sleep and had this dream:
UFO's were landing everywhere and I was terrified. I don't remember a lot of details from the dream, but I remember the ET's taking me into one of their ships. They were GIGANTIC. The insides, I can't even describe, but there was so much LIGHT. It was hard to see anyway. I was so scared. They touched me, my arms, and I kept feeling faint (in my dream?).. So much went on, I can't even think straight right now. But I talked to my parents yesterday and they told me that my grandmother blacked out and fell down a fleight of stairs at her church. The ET's SHOWED ME tests being done to my grandma and the results coming out as pancreatic cancer. CANCER! They showed me why she's been so ill lately. But they gave an exact diagnosis - Pancreatic Cancer.
The ET's had to flee from something and they took me with them, running, running, running.. So much running. I got tired (once again, I find myself to be invincible in dreams usually, so feeling faint and getting exhausted rarely happens to me while dreaming) and I just gave up. I stopped running with them and I woke up.
I woke up IMMOBILIZED. Almost paralized. Like when I come out of a deep hypnosis or when I'm disturbed during astral projection. I couldn't open my eyes, but I could see Isabelle's room. I was staring at the windows even though my eyes were closed, and my hand was resting on my chest. I tried to raise it and only got it about a centimeter away from my chest. It was so HEAVY! I tried to lift my head - Nothing. I tried to talk - Nothing. My thoughts were jumbled, all I could think about was the ET's and suddenly instead of being scared, I had a great feeling of calm and gratitude, yet also concern for them. It was quiet outside which NEVER happens because we practically live on the expressway.
I'm not sure how long this lasted as I'm trying to be rid of time all together. I had Isabelles clock turned the other way again. But after a while I had the urge to tell my husband about my dream and I was wide awake, I just STILL couldn't move. It felt like hours that I laid there unable to move, with my eyes closed, still seeing. Finally, I decided to do some meditating and fell back to sleep.
This time I dreamed that I was late for a flight somewhere and kept leaving my ticket at home. Woke up just fine. But today I am extremely dizzy and I feel like I have little bolts of electricity shooting through my brain. I've had one confirmed seizure my entire life but for some reason I feel I may have one today. My eyes keep fluttering in my head. This makes me nervous because Dan works today and I don't want to be left home alone with Isabelle if something like that happens to me..
I was reminded in my dreams at least 6 times to look at lyrics by The Killers as well, but that was from my Higher Self.. I'll do that later.
This is also being posted in my blog, so sorry if it's a repeat for you :]