I've been on an 'awakening' journey for some time now(7+),I suppose awakening doesn't really ever end...I've experienced the dead(biggee for me there, esp. w/fear), visions, precognition, seeing angels & once in a while a really dark being(fear again), generally a gammot of things-OK, I understand I'm multidimensional now! (as really we all are)I just had a flood of awarenesses in one big swoop these past yrs.

So, I've been kind of in a 'settling' stage for the past 6 months or so...getting rather acclimated to it all and balancing fear with understanding. So, all at once-a new 'thing', not sure how to word the apparant need for me to work on PAST LIVES. Mine, I mean. Big '?' for me in that dept.

From various sources-my kind of 'knowing' I have work to do on myself and also some pretty vivid reminders from 'the other side'. I'm not sure were to begin! Once, about 2 yrs ago, I'd had a reading-and at one point it was brought up that I was an 'old soul' and had lived some interesting lives varying from a Native American and African shaman who helped people cross over-to a scholar(thats a good one!?me?),someone who was in charge of 'setting people free'as in prisoners (witch hunt times),someone who worked with tiles-as in art...small ones decorating a ceiling in some hall in Medieval times...sheesh.I kind of blew all this off, because I didn't think it was relevant to my life now, as mother,wife,& a generally introverted person.

Well, it seems I have some healing to do from past challenges(lives)that somehow are interferring with my spiritual growth now. Sorry for a rambling post here, but any ideas on just how one begins such a journey...it seems so vast to me! I prefer solitary work rather than going to a past life therapist, since I don't really know of one in my area anyway. Poss. books and of course online, or even here, I'm sure are some sources, but just trying to find a starting point...