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Hi,
Although I've recently experienced an awakening, the past couple of weeks have been strange, I've began to feel my frustration/confusion with who i am, what my purpose is here and what im supposed to do with my life whilst i am here even more than before. I feel as though i am lost on my path, which up until recently i felt as though i was walking down very joyfully. I have also recently began to feel strong discomforts about being around certain people that i would otherwise not have bothered about being around, its not that i no longer "like" these people, i like them very much so, i just seem to hate the idea of socialising with them, its like i just want to be by myself or only with the people with whom's energy and behaviour i feel i can cope with, its like a basic feeling of weakness and vulnerability in an energy sense, almost as though I'm hyper-sensitive to everything.

The hyper sensitivity i can partly understand due to the fact i am an empath, but the sudden heightened feelings of confusion of self and of being "lost" are effecting me greatly at times, i also have a vague feeling that i am "losing touch" with the inner joy and growth i was experiencing no longer than a month or so ago, its almost like a frightening "come down" from a spiritual high, and now all of my confusion and frustration and discomforts with people are slowly creeping back. I truely hope this isnt the case, I don't want to go back to the place i was at once before.

I ask for guidance and help and meditate often, and i believe that once i was given the guidance i asked for but it only happened once, i asked to be guided to be able to do my lightwork in the way that was right for me, like to be shown "how" if you understand, a couple of days later i accidently did some healing on a friend who has a lot of spiritual issues, I basically felt the urge to introduce him to some Plaeidian meditiations i had on audio and he told me that i had made him feel cleaned of his negativities and made him feel "light" to quote his word, which indicates i raised his vibrations right? I didnt intentionally do this, i just felt the natural urge to introduce him to meditation and didnt think about doing it, i just did, it was only afterwards that i realised my calls for guidance had been answered.
The point to all this is, what can i do to help myself feel like i am fulfilling my capabilities and finding my way more?
How can i feel like i am actually doing something useful, taking part in this ascension the way i believe i should be and the way that i desire to?

Anybody have any advice at all would be greatly appreciated

Love & Empathy
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