Well, I have been on a quick change of course for about a year now. It has been a rough, but enlightening ride. Many obscure, bad and sad things have happened within a month after leaving my 15+ long career and when I really decided I wanted to change my life; and continued to until this spring, I guess. Still dealing with health issues and such, but I have been going with my flow and have been blessed that somehow have managed to keep myself fed and housed without a steady job!

I have pretty much been isolated by circumstance and by choice and have found what works best for me and the greater good. It occurred to me how I was very disconnected from source and my light and that I have gifts beyond my talent of desgin/sewing that I was kept here to do (I was a victim of a violent crime 4 yrs ago and survived the brutal attack). I have found the opportunities out of these and past obstacles, however, I feel very stuck in my space time reality.

I will be physically moving from NYC at the end of August...which I believe has been hugely stressful to my psyche. Once I became more connected to myself and started to really listen to my inner guide. I realized that I am a sensitive and I would like to use it as a gift, not a hindrance.

The plans I made to move to peaceful Oregon fell through, so I don't know what I am doing past storing my belongings near my childhood home. I am partly looking forward to it, because I will very close to wonderful Niagara Falls.

I have various passions/interests that I want to follow that I want to follow....one of which is finessing my psychic abilities ( they have been making themselves known throughout this past year) and I just don't seem to move into the new reality. I don't know if it partly because I live in a very distracting place to begin with...(There is car and subway traffic (my apt rattles) 24 hrs a day even when I sleep I am not getting rest and can't concentrate in waking hours...even headphones don't help.

I do meditate, listen to binaural beats, participate in healing work of all sorts and spend a lot of time in nature. I do space-clearings and baths. I am gentle with myself and see my strength, but am feeling frustrated and I suppose confused...
I feel as though I have left my old realty and have been patient, but not sure where my footing is.

Thank you so much for reading and any advice you may have.
Love & Light
D.D.