hi. like an idiot i took drugs for a number of years. i died sevearl times and had to have my heart restarted. i am fine now, no drugs for a very long time BUT i have a negative weight pushing me down all the time. i can feel it over my right shoulder and have tried so many cleansings i couldnt list them all. i feel i picked this up in my years of abuse. can anyone help PLEASE. thankyou. ravenlight xxxxxxxxxxxxxx