Hi!
I'm new here and burning to know a couple things. The first one and most important to my eyes right now is...

First I need to put you in context : I recently read the book The Crystal Stair, a guide to the Ascension, from Eric Klein, wrote in the 90's. In the book, they say that there is a plan for lifting the Earth's conciousness to 5D, I understand it all, and I'm ready, I want to ascend. I meditate twice a day, and keep informed as much as I could. I feel an urge inside, and I know it's not reasonable, I should just be in the now. And I enjoy the now, too. But... They say that the plan is there will be 3 waves of ascension, and they had no idea at this time when the waves are going to occur. No idea when.

But it's been 10 years now, and... I'm looking around, and a lot of people ascended. I WANT TO BE IN THE FIRST WAVE! I know, it's not reasonnable. But has it occured yet? are we in it right now? did I miss it during the time I was fooling around and was supposed to do my "homeworks" of development, but feeling too bad inside to meditate? I didn't listen to my guides, they were telling me to, and I was frozen, afraid to go deep inside most of the time. I know, I had problems to deal with before I could set myself free and meditate. But still, I feel regrets a little bit, and a big urge to catch time back. I'm doing my best to slow it down, and it works fine. 

If I could know if I'm late or not, it would replace my mind in context, and I could accept it if I didn't make it for the first. I'll do the second and that's fine, too.

Thanks for your support! Any comment is welcome!

Viviane