IndigoRockstar1972

The plan has been set into motion for me again in this life. Information has come my way that is new but somehow known already and quite understood by me. Here is my story. Please don't turn a deaf ear on me, and tell me I am a cool-aid drinker, but after hearing my Journey, I am fully assured you will embrace me into the beautiful indigo light that surrounds us all. This is why I am writing you to tell you my story and see what you think, see, feel, from my strong energy that I possess, and am ascending to the next level with. It all started in Germany, 1972, in Wiesbaden. I was born December 14 th 1972. Not sure if this matters any but I had problems with my billiruben counts and could only get better under UV light lamps. Also not sure if it matters or not, but I have a skin pigmentation where some of my skin does not respond to tanning etc---white blotches if you will. Usually they are noticeable more in the summer when I am out in the sun. Anyways after I was healthier, from being placed under the lights, for some reason my parents were alerted that the German officials would not release me back to the United States Military where my parents were stationed in Germany, and held me for several days. After the United States was demanding my release back to my parents for these several days, my mother and father, after receiving me back, noticed that I had four distinct red dye tracer marks where injections of some kind were performed on my neck. No one gave her any answers, nor to this day does my mom know anything, NO Doctor can give me ANYTHING as to what that might have been. I don't know what was done to me. From as far back as I can consciously remember, I could see auras.I REMEMBER THINKING HOW BEAUTIFUL THEY WERE. I thought they were normal as they were everywhere. I was also a genius child reading out of the newspaper verbatim by the age of 2 and was speaking on higher levels, thinking on higher levels. I was always told to shut up, I was just a kid, what did I know and that my opinions did not matter. This VERY MUCH angered me and frustrated me. I TOTALLY did not fit into THEIR School systems designed to strip one of His or Her Light. School was BORING to me, and I was a Mediocre Student because of it. I would act out and have what I call anger flares would like sun spots shooting out of me. I could feel these anger flares build and charge up within me and explode at times like a super nova. I then would get EXTREMELY warm and rosy afterwards and could feel heat pouring out of me. I was placed in a catholic grade school that I COMPLETELY did not fit into. They tried forcing me to conform to THEIR ways, and beliefs, and I fought them every step of the way. The God I believed in LOVES ALL HIS CHILDREN--NO MATTER WHAT RELIGION, CREED , COLOR, RACE, or SEXUALITY.THEY told me that my BEST friends who were NOT Catholic were going to die and BURN IN HELL just because they weren't OUR Religion. Funny thing is my friends who were Jahova's Witnessness, lived more "HOLY" lives then the bestest Catholics---THIS MADE NO SENSE TO ME. They made me feel like a freak,a robot, and I fought back every second of EVERYDAY. Unfortunately for me, they stole some of my light away. Just enough to turn me ANGRY against EVERYONE. After about 4th grade, instead of "seeing" auras, I could feel them. Feel ALL energies, good, and bad, evil,as well as calming. I was then able to have the uncanny ability to look into the eyes of ANYONE, right in their chakra spots and delve deep into these people's souls. Tell them about them, piece by piece, amazing them with info that I could not know. Being able to PREDICT future events in people's lives weeks before things would happen to them. Being aware of the liars, manipulators, advantage takers IMMEDIATELY, and having the uncanny ability to diffuse them before they got to ME. Besides this new gift of FEELING Aura's and energies, I also almost felt as if I was changing into a chameleon of sorts being able to float through different people circles as each person in MY lives have all served a purpose of some kind or another. All people on all different levels. Some good, some bad, some close, some not so close. People I hold Dear to my heart, that I have not seen in years, and again, OTHERS that I would not bring home for Mom and Dad to meet. They ALL gravitate towards me. I am like a beacon light calling out to those that live in the Darkness. As a youth, from about the age of 3-9 I used to have what I call night terrors or night tremors. Lucid dreams that crossed over into reality or what I perceived to be reality. Giants and various monstrous people coming after me, monsters, and menevolant beings of all kinds. My parents also remember times when I would speak in foreign languages in my sleep. Latin,spanish,German. I was being taken to other horrific places THROUGH my dreams. School was boring to me. I never wanted to do the homework because I could ace the tests anyways. The teachers said unfortunately that is not the way things work and I was penalized. Getting straight a's but ripped apart because I did not do things their ways. Made me very angry and I felt all alone. I have ALWAYS had a strange fascination with ghosts, aliens, ufo's mythical creatures, knights, dragons, magicians, the stars. In fact I have 2 dragon tattoos on both my arms and a serpent head on my left shoulder. For what ever reasons those are what I picked out I could not tell you at the time, but now it is because I am a very strong indigo adult that has woken up again. I fought a lot with my Dad, A LOT . He in turn beat my brother and me and would call us stupid names etc. I know why he beat us. He couldn't understand us as he was on a different frequency then we were. He was an only child born 4-29-1948. Before I was born in 1972 he told my mother in Germany about how he was fascinated with auras, and could see them. She told him to knock it off, keep it to himself; otherwise people would think he was crazy or something along those lines. I am EXACTLY my Father, but not quite like him either. I am stronger then he is with my gifts, I ALWAYS have been. I was on a different frequency then he was. That is why for as bad as it was growing up being diagnosed with A.D.D and being put on the 1st session of Ritalin, being beaten, made to feel inferior when I knew I was far superior bugged me, but I NEVER stopped Loving my Father, AND STILL LOVE HIM VERY MUCH---Even though we don't see Eye to eye on things most of the time. I would always refer to people as puppets, Ants if you will. Not ALL people though. It's like they walk around their shallow pathetic lives looking for something they will never find. Ripping others apart that do figure it out. God Bless these people, for without them, WE wouldn't be where We are today with and in our Ascension. I am not materialistic, and ALWAYS looked for someone to love me for just me. Never had any girlfriends throughout high school but had a lot of "friends" EVERYWHERE. Even though I had these people in my life I fealt alone and turned to eating to ease my pain. I was a heavy boy 350 pounds at one point before joining the Army in 1992. I eventually developed an eating disorder of binging and purging to FEEL NORMAL. How messed up is that non sense. Anyways as a young adult I can only explain as what I experienced as being haunted. Not so much a physical haunting, an energy haunting. I could feel energies in rooms, and be in tune with what I called the Stuff. Knowing good from bad, getting along with ANY animal, child, or older adult. I would have such horrible dreams about my house in South Milwaukee, and still do from time to time. People chasing people in my yard doing horrific things. I could only look out the window at this and then they would stop and notice me. Other lucid dreams like my teeth falling out turning to dust, seeing my mother dead in a casket then sitting up and mimicking my every move like ME looking in a mirror at HER MIMMICKING ME-----FREAKY HEY ???. Seeing my mother as the Virgin Mary bleeding for MY sins I was causing EVERYTIME I broke the Law, or swore, or took the Lord's name in vein. I have ALWAYS have seen what I call the 'Shadow People' EVERYWHERE all the time moving as black energy masses. In the dark they appear as moving black--that is the only way I can describe it. I can NEVER see them full on, only out of my peripheral vision. For the most part nothing bothers me, as I shine too bright for those bad energies to come anywhere near me. I also have had what I believe to be an Alien Abduction or SEVERE NIGHT TERROR. I had been living in my first Apartment. It was summer and I was sleeping. No air conditioning on, or in the Apartment itself as we could not afford it at that time. It was a hot day and I remember thinking how odd it was that I got very, very, very, very, very cold. Next thing I was aware of was the presence of what I can only describe as MANY. I did not see anyone, THANK GOODNESS, but it did really feel as if "It" was a very heavy energy. So heavy in fact that I could not open my eyes, move my mouth, or any part of my body for that matter. It felt as if I began to float off the mattress, rather high 3/4 of the way to the ceiling, the whole time terrified and not happy at all. Before I knew it I was slammed back into my body onto the bed with a force undescribable. Like being in a truck going 10,000 miles an hour and slamming into a wall. It has only happened the one time and am thankful for that. However, just recently I was charged by an energy pulse from behind and it went completely through me. I felt it drain me and afterwards I literally slept for 2 days. The AMAZING thing was it happened while I was on the phone with my girlfriend and she heard the static through the phone, and the terror in my voice. Something else I think I should mention is that since I can remember I have noticed that when I get around Street lights, Door lights, Electrical things in general, they will shut off and turn back on. This happens to my mother all the time, she is the peace keeper for the family. I have always thought that it was my Grandfather saying hello from the other side, but current events have COMPLETELY shattered my every thought I have EVER been taught, thought, but this info is not new to me by any means, and I am awakening to my full being of a very intense and powerful Indigo Knight of the Holy Indigo Light. They way it was set into motion is odd from the beginning. My whole life I was longing for something. I have always believed in a feeling of United one. No ONE better then the OTHER ONE, but unified majestic power to be shared by all that care to accept the gifts that our magnificent God has given us. I am gifted highly in Music, Arts, Theater, Comedy, and have had the distinct Pleasure to sing at Carnegie Hall in New York City. I diffuse bad things with wit, humor, and resort to using my head even though I could use my brawn in certain situations. My girlfriend Natalie approached me in a bowling alley as bright and vibrating as ever. I can honestly say I was taken aback by her energy.Like an Angel came down to save me. She told me her Name Natalie Mich and that she was the most wonderful woman ever and that she was PUSHED by an unseen hand to come over to me and talk. Within 2 minutes I was kissing her and it felt like never before. Hard times fell on us as I had severe trust issues with her and didn't let her too close. This was not her fault however, it was my ex Fiance's fault. It was only after she cheated on me because I forced her to by not giving her the attention SHE needed that I realized that I NEEDED her in my life. Since then I have been out of work for 2 years, racking up stupid tickets here and there, and basically just being a housewife so to speak. I was very depressed about this. Natalie and I made a blind move to Oak Creek Wisconsin 3 months ago. She was saying how the chi felt better here and I dismissed it. But honestly within 3 months a job came MY way without having me look for it, Natalie got a promotion, and she accidentally found 2 things to get me geared and fully awoken from a slumber I have been sick of FOREVER. She was looking through a magazine and saw a tiny advertisement for a chakra perfume. She went to the website which instructed her she was not there by accident--that intrigued her. After reading about indigo chakra she was led to an indigo website about indigo adults, and buy the Holy Light, EVERYTHING she was reading was me was not only already known by me, but I WAS THE WHOLE FRIGGIN LIST VERBATIM. Not 1 not 2 here and there matching, the WHOLE LIST. She had asked if I knew I was an indigo child and said yes I know. When asking what it was she was amazed when I told her my untapped knowledge of it. All the info I have read leading me to you, has made sense. I have known this, and since finding it have been introduced to meditation. I won't let anything bad happen during the sessions and prayed to my Guardian angels, the Arch angels, and my Dragon protective powers to watch over me in a protective bubble of indigo light---NO MATTER WHAT MEDITATION I AM DOING. I have successfully done Past Life Regression, Attunement meditations, Astral Projections, and started using some aura building exercises I found in a book, and am overjoyed that I can still see them.They aren't AS strong as when I was a child, but I can still see the AMAZING HALO'S OF COLOR AND LIGHT :) I have reactivated something however, and it is very powerful. While looking at my aura in the mirror, as per the Aura building excercise, I shorted out the electricity after feeling myself charge up like a generator. After thinking it was a fluke thing I waited 20 minutes and did it again. Once again I could feel my body rev up while using my 3rd eye, looking into the mirror at myself and blew the electricity out again for like 2 seconds. This HONESTLY frightened me a little. After thinking there is no way this is happening I focused strong this time and stopped the power again in the room I was doing this exercise in--the bathroom. I got very weirded out but was assured by Natalie, my soul mate that I AM IN CONTROL of this. Since that day I have met people at work that have been giving me poems about Jesus, coming to talk to me after parking about their trucks because they feel compelled to for some unknown reason. They all have First Wave IndigoKnight Characteristics, they ALL hear the voice like me, through the music, and inbetween ourselves---It's really cool, like we don't need to talk to know what is going on with each other. I understand my love for 70's music now and believe that the lead singer from Electric Light Orchestra---Jeff Lynne, is a powerful powerful Knight like me. I get those vibes from that music. They resonate well with me. I have bought an auraralite necklace and have it on as we speak. I am starting to feel my worth, my center, and I AM ADDICTED to it. Like breathing again with fresh new air. My electric side has been buzzing like a generator,and would LOVE to share or pass on ANY info that will aide in the teachings I will be embarking on.I WILL save as MANY of those that WANT to be Saved, and am aware that WE can't save them ALL, nor is that OUR jobs here. The old system is broken, and instead of trying to keeep repairing an unfixable system, I've moved on. I'm actually thinking you have known I was coming for a long time now and FINALLY I am AWAKE, and STRONG. I am ready for the fight that is coming, but need help making my powers stronger. Please help me, include me and my family and true friends in a bubble of protective indigo light, RAINBOW LIGHT. Any advice you can give me is appreciated. I thank you, I love you, and I know we will meet somewhere down the line somewhere before this is all over. With Much respect and Love, and Light to you all---My Brothers and Sisters of the Light, Eric Krueger The IndigoRockstar1972 :)