| Merlot |  Offline
Awake and unafraid, asleep or dead Female - 35 -Great Britain
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Merlot`s Blog
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I'm a very lucky person who has a beautiful daughter and loving husband (both whom I believe to be Indigos) and live in a very spiritual and quiet place which gives me a tremendous opportunity to grow. I'm studying Buddhism, Wicca and also learning to be a Reiki healer. I've also managed to reconcile myself with Christianity after feeling disconnected from the faith for a long time. My little girl has given a sense of joy back to my life and we have lots of fun and love to draw together (she's a gifted artist) and we sing all the time... I've even found the courage to take up playing bass after secretly wishing to for a long time and not daring. I can now feel lucky to be here and glad to be alive. | Spiritual Path | Seeker, Healer hopefully one day teacher
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I really want to unite all the different areas of my being in order to help other people. At the moment I'm learning more about Autism to help my daughter who has been diagnosed recently. I'm hoping to study the subject further via an online course with Birmingham University (I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I'll be accepted and get funding!!). I've been attuned to Reiki I and practice on my family and myself and I'm really looking forward to being attuned to Reiki II. I have a lot of blue and violet in my aura mixed with yellow so after coming out of a time in my life of lack of direction I now realise that learning to love myself is the key to loving everyone. To uplift and help both others and myself is my aim.
| Awakening |
I found myself drawn to nature as a child and felt at one whilst playing out in the countryside surrounding my home. I was brought up a Christian and could feel the scared energy of the church without really understanding what I was experiencing but despite that, I reached a point some years later where I grew disillusioned with the church and started seeking something new to replace my old belief system. After searching and meditating in combination with Reiki healing I've come to a new understanding... that there's truth in all religions and that we are all united.
| Interests |
Reiki, Wicca and Witchcraft (I completed the first circle of Universal Eclectic Wicca via the Coven Of The Far Flung Net), Buddhism (I am studying with the Awakened Heart Sangha), Christianity, Indigos, ETs, Reincarnation.... I call myself an "eclectic seeker"
| Recommended Reading |
The Doors Of Perception by Aldous Huxley, The Inner Temple Of Witchcraft by Christopher Penczak, The Spiral Dance by Starhawk, Shadow Magic by Raven Digitalis (find strength and light in your shadows), Barbara Brennan's books Hands Of Light and Light Emerging, Autism and the God Connection by William Stillman, My Invisible Friends by Michelle Whitedove, The Last Herald Mage series by Mercedes Lackey, Anything at all by Jemiah Jefferson as she's awesome, the work of Poppy Z Brite, The Chronicles of Narnia by C.S.Lewis, Gone with the wind by Margaret Mitchell, Modern Man In Search Of A Soul by C.G.Jung, Self help books of all kinds (Louise L Hay and Hay House books)
| Personals |
| Status: | Married |
| Hometown: | I'm from Manchester but now reside in the lovely Isle of Man |
| Star Sign: | Scorpio (with the moon in Capricorn and Sagittarius rising) |
| Occupation: | Housewife |
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