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 I now know that my energy is mostly Indigo with some Crystal, which has given me a lot of clarity. I feel very honored to be a part of this site and esp. on the Earth at this time. To be connected to some many other lightworkers. I have actively been on the spiritual path for many lifetimes. I have beautiful moments of complete peace and am working to create/accept those and not disrupt them with worry, negative thoughts or judgmental thoughts. I pray every morning to my energies to help me listen to them, watch my thoughts and also to ALLOW myself so many things just because...this is apparently a new concept for me since I used to keep myself very controlled and I AM actively releasing this everyday because I deserve to feel JOY and experience true FREEDOM by ALLOWING ME to JUST BE ME :D

My Avatar really fits completely for me b/c color has always been very powerful to me, and my Avatar is very powerful and gentle which is the way I see myself. Or atleast the self I AM becoming. I AM Powerful and Gentle. I only wear the color(s) I am resonating with each day.  I am also very sensitive to light and always have been (even before I was on the "woo-woo" path). I love bright light most of the time, but it must be true sunlight not artificial. I feel so much Joy, Clarity, Peace and Love in true sunlight. Dim light makes me tired and is frankly depressing. It also makes me loose my appetite. It's funny, but it's all me. I am instantly aware if a space that was once bright is no longer. I don't know how this relates to my energy and Me, but I feel it is very integral.

I am opening to all paths to God. Most especially working on uncovering my belief systems so that I will know how they are effecting me and my decisions/state of mind. I have always resonated most deeply with Angels because of their warmth (I am a very empathetic person). All paths to God resonate for me in some way. I see all things as manifestations of God. I have never been able to see anybody as Evil. I believe that humans may do things that are perceived as Evil (from our perception), but I believe that this is only because of the doer's ignorance about their own Divinity. My truth is to see everyone is a Divine being (even before I was officially on the "woo-woo" path this lifetime) and am working on bringing this to a conscious level.

I am currently, working on accepting completely my role as mother of who I thought was an Indigo, but recently have been informed (and I completely concure) that she is actually a Rainbow child with a warring spirit and raising her be true to her Beautiful Light and Strength, which is so bright, I cannot help, but be changed by it and now growing a beautiful Crystal boy inside me who is already opening me even more to the Light. Already what used to be RAGE I felt for my Rainbow child sometimes has mellowed somewhat into anger and frustration....I'm working on it and HE is really helping me with this along with ascension. He is such a blessing and for a me a miracle b/c of the sheer joy and gratitude I feel for him to come here and grace myself, my family and the Earth with his presence. Thank you for coming our beautiful boy...can't wait until I can to feel you moving!

I am currently working on beginning to connect with more often and document the energies that channel thru me and work my ego out of the equation more and more so that the message is pure Source. I realize this may take sometime, but I also realize it is my calling. My reason for being here at this time, inaddition to helping to raise 2 future powerful lightworkers.

  

Our Little Indigo