September 29th 2007,
I feel in order to live and in such survive that i need to stay disconnected from the mainstream spiritualism, where many are seeking, searching and in confusion. wondering and questioning existence and much of god and what god is. Only to keep themselves going in and within life to be in knowance of something else or another technique only to be losing themselves again to what? what is there truth? what is there take upon reality, can they ever have a grasp upon morality? they can, when they realize that it is through letting go and surrendering to the truth of themselves that simplicity brings forth many many new birthing's. for without simplicity, it is a see and cresentship upon the waters that rock our boats to one life direction or calmly blow our boats to the choices that we choose, knowing that there is always more choice (s). Knowing that there is ever more an even grader expansion plus expression of the here and now. though i am human, can you hear my heart beating? can you hear it roar and soar to the highest depths?

can you hear it? can you see it? most of all can you Feel it?

for without accepting the choices that we(re) made in the here and NOW (damit) we are but listless dreams upon dreams within the see of everlasting now that is the eternal greatness of ourselves. lost in to immaculate conception (s) of out of thought, out of mind and out of being. for what is being within now if nothing can exist and or be to actually be. would we then be a mired of mis-conceptualizations of thought, ever more moving onwards to the next level of plane, playing out this game again and again; acting out like were feeding upon and on each others moods and emoticons (for can we really show each other our emotions). are we a see of manipulation, without patience, without value, without a care in the world, without integrity?

this i wonder from the spiritual community, where is the patience to be in everlasting eternity of Now!? sure there is something to be said for and about accepting and embracing our fullness of power and retribution (through clearance of karma) though why give our power away to ever more seeking out to being again what this being will be? In this NOW! Otherwise isn't like throwing our power away only to find ourselves again, when were lost in desperation, breaking down and crying? Why don't you accept that what you are is what you are being and that there only is ever perfection on and upon in this now! So why the hell are you being lost to hell, that is self experienced! Why don't you hold yourself, say that you love you to surrender to being in nurturing relationships of every form/kind and that includes spirituality!

there will ever be more pressing work to be in a life of spirit and what for? So more cosmic games could and or can be played out! So more red tape can be deconstructed and then more constructed eventually? So that more of spirit can be in knowance of it's self. A life of unbalanced spirit will lose anyone to madness of mis-creation. For then what is intended, upholded and maintained? Where is the integrity when looking for the highest expression thast is and or could be for self, when would you even know what that is about or would even look like? Without accepting choices, accepting self and love of self to be loving self, to be what is to be! Even accepting that you don't know all the answers! Then how is anyone to be in GRACE! we chose which seas to be in. Are you sure you want to join and or continue to be in the consciousness sea of mis-creation through manipulation of ever more getting this and or that, this or that or what about this! How would this fit with myself?

Concurrently humanity and especially those in the spiritual realms are playing out the games of understanding the importance of surrendering! Of ending the old masculine seeds of greed, manipulation, consternation, diplomatic-citation. Though most of all what is's like to be lost and confused, upon and in a mass awakening and to know that centering the self NOW is ever more important than before! That through our intentions of what we will and wouldn't stand for plays out our games. As long as were with GRACE of our own selves that all that should matter. For a life of spirit and spirituality can be like finding the right building blocks that will finally fit together, thus the game continues onwards and upwards! A life of spirit can be like a life of politics if let, your never sure who your goanna have to suck under the table to get to where you want, if self elects to play such games.

That is why it is more important than ever before, to listen up to your own voice inside yourself! To speak truth of this voice! To accept yourself! to be loving and nurturing the self! To surrender! TO LET GO! because there will always be more! Though how about making the current you and the current NOW BETTER! Patience really is one of the most divine virtues there is. Without patience a life of spirit couldn't be existing.

Make your intent and should there be others who can be in alignment with that then great. Though if others want to change you move on, for then where would the truth of voice, balanced expression of personal power, love of self, GRACE, nurturing the self, though most of all where would (personal) INTEGRITY be!? What would be the standard of self?

Yes in ways this may seem conservative, though without being conservative of anything then how can there be anything to be in expression of and for experience! To be created?

This is a lesson each soul must learn to ever become a galactic citizen and indeed a lesson that each earth soul is learning! To let go, Love Thy Self and to be in acceptance of and with self so that greed and manupulation thought forms are no longer present. Within patience, humanity shall learn how to cross the bridge and intergate, Though until those days dearest one's bless thy self, nurture they self and if you feel like you can't handel it. Say so! Ask for assistnace, SIMPLIFY and stay with what works, to move on when the divine timing has come, in the NOW! Though keep open and being in the divine willingness of change, for nothing ever stays infinity constant; except that we BE! Be with Loveing Joy! Don't overwork ourselves!

I bid you farewell now Dearest Soul's,

ADONI, IN LOVE, GRACIOUS SERVICE AND MUCH MUCH AND MANY TRUTHS OF THE CHRISTED LIGHT OF THE ASCENSION FALME,

REMEMBER SHINE YOUR LIGHT HOUSES

SANADA, GERMAIN, APOLLO+ MANY HEAVENLY HOSTS BROUGHT TO YOU, IN SUPPORT OF THIS MESSAGE, BY THIS CHANNELER GORDON OLMSTEAD

WITH REPRESENTAITON OF THE ANGELIC REALMS, AA MICHALE

P.S. This started out as how I felt and then was seen applicable to many people in the spiritual realms concurrently, so suggested to turn this into a message and many of whom i work with in spirit is backing this up