Journal Entry January 24th 2007

Journal Entry January 24th 2007 12:13 PM

Hi Angels....I am being asked to post this page from one of my journals....This was some of what I went through and what it feels like as I truly Let go and Let God.....

I know it is simple to have everything feel one...have everything experience everything..Right now my feelings range from seperateness, alone, guilt, over my choices, shame over others judging my choices...missing my children which has its own guilt attached....I feel like I am falling apart...the blackness is soooo dark....However, I do see a light..its small but it is there...its where I hold my truth..the truth in knowing...That I do KNOW WHO I AM....perfect, Magnificent and Divine....Brilliant....this Light Knows I am God...the all in all the Co-Creator of Abundance, Peace, Joy, Harmony...This me is all Love...the other I recognize as my Ego...only Ego can blame, only ego can have guilt and shame...ego carries doubt and unworthiness..Love is God and Giving....Un-Conditionally...Love Is the TRUTH the LIGHT....Dark is the Ego the FEAR.....KNowing and recognizing both I begin making my way back to the LIGHT...TRUTH.....which is authentic....Although Ego is powerful, there is no-thing as powerful as Real Love...as we evolve and become more Godlike we may then turn and see this reflection in each other..Out of seeing this reflection in each other..We then can re-mind each other who we TRULY are....and start being more and more of that....I am taking all the false thoughts I have ever had about myself and releasing them into the Light...to be cleansed and whats left is JUst Who I truly am....I am sheding my skin and Living free...couragously, Vulnerable ,and Honestly.....Even when facing the EGO....because True Power...True power of Love and Light is soooo much more powerful the ego quickly cannot even attempt to survive in such circumstances.....Light in the New energy is filled with others in which Know the same way....Collectively living as Light Beings the Dark and Fears of others must Surrender.....continuing to hold on to old beliefs desperation and Panic will set in....I love myself.....Lia and I love all