My Awakening

Hi everyone, I just wanted to share my story of my awakening and what it was that I woke up to. It is nice to share things like this to people who understand so here it is! …….
Last year I made the best appointment in my life so far. I went to see a woman here in Ottawa who is an Angel Therapy Practitioner. My main question was “what is my purpose here?” For about two years before that appointment I had been so confused about which direction to go in school and in life. I LOVE painting so I thought “okay I will go to school for Fine Arts.” But there were blocks upon blocks getting there. The year before I was doing Interior Decorating but everything about it didn’t work out. I mean I really enjoyed it but it was not my kind of business. So I fell into a depression because I felt so lost and forgotten. Everything was a constant struggle. All I pretty much remember from those 2 years is sleeping. It was as if I were Sleeping Beauty, waiting for the right sign, person or idea to come along and tell me what I am here to do. One day I was talking to someone who had gone to see the “Angel Lady” we called her. But her real name is Jennifer Clark. And my friend gave me her card, so within a few days I gave her a call and we made an appointment.

On the day of my appointment I was so nervous and didn’t really know what I was to expect but hoped she could help me out. I had no idea how much having an appointment with her was going help me in ALL areas of my life! I sat down and she asked me a few questions. I basically said in a terribly communicated way (do to being SO nervous) that I didn’t know what career path to choose. After that with a click of the tape recorder, she showed me my path, who I am and what I am doing here. She started off with “Okay, you are an old soul, a priestess of Avalon and you’re purpose to being here this lifetime is to bring back the Goddess.” Those words hit me so hard; it rocked the root of my being. A tear came down my face. I was so happy and overwhelmed with a sense of remembering and understanding. I felt so good to be whole. She told me about my Angels and who my guide was. I am guided by Mother Mary and my Angels names are Wren and Siobhainn. My Angels are both Celtic, which made me kind of giggle because EVERYTHING in my life has led to Celtic ways. My family in this lifetime is all Celtic lines, I did Irish and Scottish dance, I have always been drawn to the Celt religions, music, EVERYTHING. Not only the Celtic thing was cool but I was always SO interested in Arthurian times. I always knew there was a Goddess, Magic and a powerful way to heal other than the way of today. I have always felt connected to the earth and all of her animals. I remember I always thought when I was little- if I sat in the forest and sang, the animals would bless me with their presence... Haha. It all made sense. The whole appointment got me on my path and made me have a sense of worth.

In the year following my appointment with Jennifer I started out in my school she recommended me to go to and I LOVE IT! It is truly the perfect fit for me. I have since read up a lot about Avalon and I really feel like there is a longing to know my life I had there. I want to get a past life reading done next. Now I am trying to remember all that I knew then so that I can apply it in this life time. I have seen her again just recently and she told me that I am also a Baby whisperer. I understand the concept of that and I know what she is talking about because I am really good with babies and I don’t ever have problems with them. But I feel kind of stupid because I don’t exactly know how or what you do to be one because it is natural for me and I just do it. So I am reading up on that right now. It was also really AWESOME because she said that she has never seen this before during the years of doing her readings, but I had SO MANY Goddess’ in the room with me. There was Athena, Isis, Mary, Kuan Yin, Lady Nada, Bast and Pele. I’m not going to lie it was funny and made me feel AWESOME. Jennifer told me my being here has never really been about me it has been for her, the Divine Mother. I knew what she was talking about; I have felt it since I was little. She also told me what my energy looked like. She said “ I want you to see a fountain of white light, okay now see fireworks shooting out from it”. Haha... That felt right too. I am very silly and joyful and I have a child like love for everything. In all it was a great appointment to see if I was on the right track and I am.

So I just wanted to share my Awakening to all of you and let you know who I am and what it is I am here to do! Please welcome into your lives the magic of this Universe, the Faeries, Angels, Unicorns and the Goddess’ and Gods!! They will all bless you with love and joy! From Me to You! Love you all!!! <3 Lauren

P.s- If any of you know any interesting books on Avalon I am interested! ... I have read the obvious one- The mists of Avalon and it Rocked!