Beyond the Planck Barrier: on Spiral Evolution, Home and Solstice

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My dearest family of Souls,

I have been very silent the last few months since my return from Shasta. I had described it as feeling neither/nor, stasis. I couldn't find my normal eloquence...lol to describe the crossroad I had arrived at; my agile monkey mind felt wrapped in cotton wool, cocooned in a solitude that both depressed and strangely elated me. Other times, I felt my entire being fragmenting into a thousand stars and it wasn't always a comfortable feeling. The particular physical world I reside in was a too tight pair of shoes, conventions and expectations of others constricting my seemingly exponential growth into this very small arena. I wanted my world to be as large as the vision I was holding of it. I wanted to be giddy with the freedom of creating that vision I could see on the horizon, a shimmering beacon of promise. It's parts coming to me in crystal-clear fragments that I only needed to assemble in their proper sequence. I am so glad that that vision included you all, you are my soul's family and today, as I read these words, another fragment presented itself and I finally felt "still ".
I love you, all...

Blessed BE on this Solstice,

Toni