I am going through a purification process and being purged from a lot old habits and thinking. I have completly changed the way I eat. It has been a transition, but I know food is thy medicine. During this acension process I have lost weight and facing my self esteem issues. I am at a place where I am learning how to love my body through foods, exercise, fasting, and spending time with nature. I also researched that after I release all of my fears my weight will be restored. I am excited about that. My weight has always been an insecurity of mines. I also thought I was to skinny so in the mist of the acension I am learning how to love my body where it is at. I been speaking to my angels for healing in that area. I left my job in January to do my soul purpose and soul mission and my finances are like WoW. I know as a light worker it is my job to use my natural lightworking abilites and I am like universe what about my bills. My ego is being so broken down because it wants to control and I am trying my hardest to stay in the NOW. I know that I am a co creator and I heard from Ester Hicks that I should tell the story how I want it. Every day I am figuring out how to use my co creative powers. I am encourged daily by seeing number sequences 222 and 777, which mean stay true to my personal truth and I am on the right track. That motivates me and I really learning how to trust on the signs and spiritual realm for everything. I am being tested. I feel like I am taking a final exam. Really living by faith and not by sight. I am getting closer to my angels daily and eager for more communication from them daily. Learning how to discern my voice from my angels. YES, this has been a challenging journey. I know for most of us light workers it has. I remember reading someones blog and they were speaking about the matrix and being the ONE. No matter what we are devoted to this spirtual path. I have been dedicating my time on my health!! I know as I heal the others around me will as well. I am devoted to this walk even when it appears to be lack. I will break through this illusion because I know the universe is unlimited. I am figuring it out daily and my PATIENCE is being tested. I sometimes wake up from naps and feel so bored upon waking up feeling that there has to be more to life than this. I know life has more to offer and I am yearning like never before. I see myself becoming one with nature and animals and loving it. My friendship are ending as I am growing. These are my thoughts and experiences and just wanted to share. Make it a great day!