I don't know about you, but things have been zippin' along here..... although if you asked me to make a list of my accomplishments i would be wont to provide any details. It's been a bit blurry lately. But, somehow, today there is a fresh breath of newness about Me. Suddenly, i have a bit more energy, a more relaxed Knowing, and much more Faith that All will work out perfectly for everyone...somehow. I'm not in charge of the material details of how to change the collective reality....only the energetic ones, Now.
I think i owe this new state of solid relaxation to Cobra at 2012portal.blogspot.com, who gave an interview last nite that was immensly validating for me.
We can't see very far around the corner in some aspects. There are no clear outer signposts, and if you go looking for the crappy activities that are still persisting "out there", you will surely find them. And they scare the bajeebers out of you, too. We really can only rely on the inner signals that tell you which way to go even tho what is facing you in the 3D reality seems dull, devoid of any spark of real interest, frightening, and it makes you almost want to quit.
Lately the push has been mostly toward the focus of the internal, toward the Eternal. So, even tho there may not be any clarity in the mundane reality, and there are no big shifts in everyones face, the Etheric perspective is chock full of activities and pathways, and today i can see forever.
In the last few weeks, i wrote and made videos and was in full expression of the upliftment and visions of our collective mirror. Then, one day, i completely deflated and took everything down and retreated into my space. It didnt feel good to do so, yet, i also felt that my meager contribution was too small to matter. I felt trite, insignificant, useless, ....powerless. Have you ever felt trite? It feels like defeat, and i almost swallowed it, hook, line and sinker. "They" almost had me working for them again.....almost.
But there always comes a hug from the Ethers. The quiet, subtle nurturance and support to stand up and be solid in Self again. There is always assistance for All of us in this current transition. It matters not that you hail from this galaxy or that. It matters not that you are in contact with this Angel or that Galactic entity, or, this Ascended Master or that Other Dimensional Being....it matter not that you are in the forefront of the collective efforts, on radio, blogs, websites, etc, or if you are diligently working away from the half lotus postition on your bed in mediation, or, quietly absorbed in creative expressions alone.
We All need each other to simply focus on Love, right Now. Each Now.
We need each other to birth this new reality of Love in the Now, that supports our Divine Sovereignty and the eternal expansion of the One. Those Beings who are equipt to take care of the remaining material tasks, are already on the job. Those on the fround floor of the new Earth reality are shoring up their intentions and organizing from their material perspectives. AVAAZ, etc, have been winding up to move their intermediary programs and platforms forward. There are many other movements of global healing in full force right Now. Look around for them, they are quite uplifting to see and support.
But, Lets not pretend that there wont be a material transition point for the New Earth reality. Let's not pretend that there will be a swoosh across the planet and all ills will vanish and we will be in 30 year old bodies again. Not just yet. Let's remember that this process OUT of Time, will take a bit longer for the masses that are still "under the influence" of the controllers, and have been duly trained NOT to look up at the Light, less they be ridiculed, and punished. Have some compassion, some folks i know are going to just poop their pants when they find out what we have been onto for years and years. It's going to take them a little while to get their bearings and balance without the yoke of control on their necks anymore. But, then again, not long at all when you consider how long this cycle of awakening has been progressing.
I'm observing that Ego, God love it, is being tamed and retrained to quiet down and watch- listen, before reacting. When it rears it's need for attention again, we inevitably have to deflate it again so that we can learn to absorb the new frequencies that are causing the newly percieved "split" within each awakening Human participant. The world of Ego in 3D is going one way, and the Light is calling us in the other. Yes, i know you're thinking: "but, that is buying into duality!" I like to think of it, actually, as acknowledging duality- finally- and choosing to move out of it, Now.
We're learning to wave bye-bye to ego and judgement with Love in our hearts, instead of attempting to disengage from the un-desirable issues and things with disgust and resentment. And so, this is also how we must wave bye-bye to the dark hearts that have set us up here. Love them for showing us the contrast, but now that we are awake and aware, we choose NOT to remain under their parameters of reality.
So, to the dark hearts: No thanks- we want to explore our Divine Sovereignty now, with our new friends and families. We want to have our Joy, Now, but thanks for showing us what other choices are available. And, we hope you have a more expansive adventure as well.
Together, in collective focus of intention, we can see our world without injustice, pain, constriction, etc. And, WE can send the dark hearts Light,as we turn our attention toward the reality we DO want. The more fear we succumb to internally, the more power they have to rattle our cages. We can see ourSelves cage free. Constriction free. All we have to do is acknowledge our desire to Love, NOW, and practice holding that thought longer and longer.
That's it...close your eyes....relax your Heart....see yourself waving them off and wishing them well as you zap them with Light from your heart, see them disappear toward their own Salvation, if they should choose to go that way at all. It's none of our business anymore. Period. It is done.
Recently, through the observance of several other writers, positive global activism, and web-portals of validation, i have been assured that my personal path- All personal paths- are to be appreciated and accepted with calmness and patience. Fortunately, there are a few around my immediate reality that can, and do, corroborate this vision.
But sometimes one gets a bit shaken down...sad, uncertain. Not a good place to stay for very long. And, I have to admit that this low-down slump happens when i forget that i am literally surrounded by otherSelves who are my companions on this journey of Awakening on the Mother Earth currently. My eyes may not be able to see their energetic forms at all times, but my essence Self can sure attest to their presence. You can feel them in your heart, because that is where All things connect and communicate to us.
Likewise, the inner acceptence and release of otherSelves of your old 3D life is becoming easier. We are no longer looking to them for acceptance within a reality we simply cannot volunteer within any more. Some of us, who are "unemployed", have found that their current vocation is to dig in their heels and refuse to participate and seek postions within the matrix any longer.
when my children were young, and one was taunting or antagonizing another, i would poke my head in the room and ask them: "Are you doing this to her just because you can?" They learned to make kinder gestures toward each other, despite any personal "moods" they were experiencing. Today, they are a tightly knit Love circle, and I am in awe of their Love choices in all aspects of their lives, and pleased that they contribute to the collective with this Knowing.
I, personally, have NO inclination to participate in the dying economic system and j-o-b mentality, just because i "can"...not until i can offer something of my Truest sense of Self, without shame or concessions. And by Divine Grace, and tenacious aversion to caving in on this, i seem to be getting by.
I Know that I AM Safe, and i Know that because this is such a deep Heart directive, that it is for a good reason, and serves some deeper purpose for the All. Do i need to know more than that? Really? Oh, from time to time i may miss certain whimsies, or, impulse flexibilities, but i know that is just temporary and I AM completely safe, comfortable, and what i need/want always comes to me when i need or want it.
I'm also realizing that I am no longer burdened down by the excess frilly's of my old 3D life. I am embracing "minimalism", and i cringe a bit at what little i have that still remains. Guess i havent made up my mind about what i want to do with these remaining "things" yet, but i also am Knowing that they may still be around for a reason, as well.
I also have been spending some focus on Gratitude, and find i rejoice at what i do have coming to me consistently; Love, shelter, food, harmonious companions, continually opening pathways to the Next,...and the absolute Knowing that All will work out perfectly for everyone, ...somehow. And, .............
I AM Grateful for the participation of All of my otherSelves, of which YOU are a mirror.
You can find some wonderful comraderie at such websites and blogs like the2012scenario.com, etc. but, i'm not going to provide these for you...i reccommend that you push the envelope for yourSelf. ASK, and you shall recieve, and be comforted. You will be led to the perfect place, at the perfect moment for the perfect opportunity to expand, in harmony with the All.
I wish you the Best of Now, eternally-
See you in the Mirror- Namaste'!