~Barbara Marciniak, EARTH - Pleiadian Keys to the Living Library
INITIATION is the test through which you learn to trust, let go and change.
When you are very young and your legs are small, you learn to ride a tricycle. When you can sit on it without help, you are proud. And when you can move those little legs
and get it going, and learn how to stay on it, you are quite accomplished for a three-or four-or five-year old.
Then, there is an INITIATION. Your legs grow longer, and you no longer fit on that little tricycle...The initiation is to allow yourself to go into the ever-expanding moment --
to get on a bigger bike and move with your body's growing needs.
Understand that your body grows more than physically. It grows mentally, spiritually and emotionally into a multidimensional existence.
The KEY is to TRUST THE PROCESS of growth and change, in all dimensions of reality, with all versions of yourself.
The initiation is to get on with something that is vast and unknown, and to master it.
The accumulation of everything you learn...often takes you to a place of crisis. Why does it reach crisis? Because you are stubborn beings. Because you like to say,
"I am expanded. I am uplifted. I am open. I make space in my body. I am ready for change."
And then the brakes go on: "Not here, spirit. Oh, no. Not here, spirit. I'm not changing, I'm staying the same."
You do not make room for the energy to pass through you and you clog up the sieve of yourselves. Then there is a big backlash...Rather than go through the initiation, you
stay on your tricycles. You are afraid to get on bikes that are bigger and fall off. Let go.
REALIZE THAT THERE IS A GREAT LOVE FOR WHO YOU ARE.
REALITY IS DESIGNED BY YOU AND CAN DESIGN IT TO BENEFIT YOURSELVES.
THE FORCE OF EXISTENCE MOVES IN YOUR DIRECTION AS YOU CALL IT.
So make a grand, beautiful symphony of how you want the world to be.
You are UNLIMITED, and this is what the initiation teaches you...
ACCEPT THE MANTLE OF YOUR OWN CREATION.
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