Seeing how nearing my 30 yrs old, I am practically still a 'Nobody' in terms of this 3D-world's terms of "Success" (ie: still living with my parents, helping my dad's businesses as main job, but very lacking motivation, admittedly doing half-ass job in it, parents disappointed. Also doesn't feel Music -which used to be my very utmost passion- to be what I really want to DO anymore) ,...ALL because I am way too or most interested nowadays on this whole 'Truth', 2012, Disclosure, Ascension mumbo-jumbo stuff ,...then I do can't help to always wonder, everyday, this one very scary question -amidst "society", parents, family's constant daily pressures everyday!!- :

What if all of these things that this Lightworkers forum mainly discussed (ie: Drake, Wilcock, 2012, E.T Disclosure, E.T helps, Ascension, Cabal arrests, something "BIG" happening in this year 2012!,...even about Higher-Dimensions 'unseen' by our human's eyes, etc!)
ALL (in the worst case) turns out to be just merely our projection of wishful-thinking/'cleverly' made-up human's fantasy/imaginations and/or merely just escapism from the harsh (or perhaps even mundane/boring/dry/dull) reality / real-life in this world??.....

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Would that mean that I (we) have WASTED a LOT of our hours, energy (and even our intelligence & brains!) just for NOTHING??... just for mere 'empty' and 'fake' speculations??.... just for a mere 'wishful-thinking' ??....which this "real-world society" often viewed ALL our talks as just another "bollocks, bull****s (BS), nonsense, new-age gibberish/mumbo-jumbo, and 'unproductive' talks/efforts which amount to NOTHING" ??...

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What should I (we) DO then (from hereon) , if this worst case would prove (or turns out) to be true??......
that's my ultimate question!...

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I'm sorry if I could perhaps offend some (or even many) of you here (please believe me strongly that it's NOT my intentions at all!),
..but seeing how my "real life" basically is pressured (among many very "worldly", 'materialist' society, 99% people around me EVERY single day!), and heavily collapsing into a total/major failure (in this real-world/society's standards, including my own 'traditional' business-minded/oriented parents!), all at the costs of pursuing this so-called 'ultimate TRUTH' ,......I just really can't help/stand anymore at this point to NOT being super-raw-Honest and straightforward-to-the-point in posting my "no-BS/sugary/sweet-words" thread post here!...

and I just really hope this could also promote very critical, practical and *REAL* discussion.
as well as hopefully giving some 'enlightenment' to solve my current "worldly" dilemma..

thank you so much.
~warm regards from Indonesia~