On Saturday to Sunday last, at least 10 of my cats were trapped, and stolen..bbq chicken was used for bait...it all happened wthin a few feet of my home...since then... severe turbulent states have ensued... just now I went to their dorm, the bathroom and I smelt their blankets..and I fixed them all up nice for them..tho' they wont be back... bright beautiful living creatures.. put some photos on the fb lightworkers.org site.. Gill Ham put the post up for me.. if you would like to see them...?some of them...?

Tryin' real hard to stay positive for them... to recognise and honor their Divinity, while still dealing with heavy legal stuff...its a drama, but I am not acting...or backing down...they probably would have done it anyway....

I witness ancient landscapes being uprooted and destroyed, beautiful divine spirits having their lives cruelly taken.. the threat of more, much more...and ongoing...and I dont know what my role is, really... just that there s one..and I am free from my activist drive, ego, and i seek a bigger picture..but maybe I am just knocking off karma, and its heavy... but hurting animals I care about is not my karma, nor an act of God....and the maelstorm is strong and heavy..its a real tempest...
20 cats who are accustomed to being free are now housebound and suffering for that...tho' I am giving them all the care and hands on I can...they have lost more than 10 of their colony, they are crying and fretting and searching...I try to soothe them...t helps temporarily...if I let them outside, they may well be killed...if I keep them indoors, it affects their life quality...

Today I am strangely calm...but managed to have a couple of meetings with people who may decide to help...or may not...either way...I continue...the desecration also continues..no heros here... or anywhere...I just gotta drive this babe home, whatever it takes, no matter how I feel... no matter how alone or with or without useful practical support.. this ship's gonna sail...fckt or not...this is all I got and its gotta be good enough.. Thanks for caring, love you all,
Mary