My tragi-comic movie pt.1

Hi all I want to write part of my movie ,what my left brain has seen in the
evolution of holograms that were trapped in the eternal now of a possible reality
before my birth in 3d.
I'll try be as light and hironic as possible ,I don't like to write about
my problems becouse it looks like a race to who suffered more beside I don't
like playing the victim role as I bless all the sufferings we passed as necessary to us and
creation and bless those giving us opportunity to stay here with their sacrifice.

Well let's starts from those departed to the 4th dimension possibly
waiting a relocation to the 5th while we do our job in the 3d.

I lost two beautifull beings playing the role of my fathers in two years
consecutevely.2006-2007

One was a completly nutter playing the role of my grandfather(uncovered
the dark plans for my genes at 27) specialized in sexual magic spells and
alchemy just to let born me,the beginning of the end in those seriously
sick genes.

The other was his son,basically the living copy of jesus but due to his
illness since born he had always to hand the other cheek to the whole
crusades of relatives wich just coudln't handle the new born religion of
kindness.

He was particularly tortured,along his "undercover sons" till death for
33 years by an highest priest of darkness,master of the magics of sex
and negative intent,plus will to divide conquer and destroy every thing and earn
money doing nothing like wallstreet and the fed,
all done with the 6 awards nomination role of The Virgin Immaculate,perfect
being,possibly but still undercover High Master of Light ,my favourite
cosmic incubator, aka mom!

I don't want critcs here I'll forgive when the right time comes and I
won't write 30 years of tortures ,hysteria and desperations
also at 3000km distance by tought,intent and
will but more with brute force and blackmailing,so please don't blame to
be that hard on my mum,I'll love her again when the right time come I
need to give her her lesson hiding my graditude for the enlighting
experiences, for now we have kind of relationships,she just get hysteric
crisis when I touch "vital" arguments as money,self-freedom
,porperties,respect,her 14 dogs and 7 cats abandoned to us and so on ,so
I talk about fresh air and we are fine at debt distance.

Well that wasn't hard stuff really,I was born with all those gifts and
went trough many revelations as soon as my coscience allowed me.9-10 I
was the confident of the empress she told me her version of truth and I
feelt really sorry for her.(she 's been kind of blackmailed too a truth
in truth when all was false).

At 15-16 I realized there was something seriously weird going on and I
started asked help from relatives, my cosmic family in disguise ,as they
are many, but no one ever visited us but my grandfather to do more sex
spells.
They were like the wizards of oz ,my small nwo,they all made huge smiles
saying it's all right,what's wrong,so I guess they too are big master of
lights undercover,I hope when they remember the Source one day they
remember about us.
Basically they all knew the whole story and more and were fine with that
,tortures and hysteria to us included ,me and my bro were just wondering
why all this has to happen under our very eyes and none do anything.

At 19 I managed an escape from planet X and landed to a beautifull
country where i could finally make something correct for my age,I found a
soulsister and managed 1 year at gates of heaven,just by working
hard,studing,playing music and making love, full time.

Of course my dna was still needed to take more informations about dark
plans and build the beginning of the end, so my wonderfull,simple,working
life was abruptly interrupted by a tropical storm landing in that country
always named mum!

Again I wont tell you how and what,just trust power is nothing without
control:-) and guess a 19 ram against a 40 bull who desperatly needed her
favourite weapon of secret blackmailing in his hand at home, to go on with
her plans of domination!

Again ,always with eye blinded by the veil of maya,I cryied and blamed more
for the situation but probably just social services were needed,I was one against
15,my bro was under the spells too and they shutted me with brilliant
tools again.

I left again at 24 after gates of hell were apparently calm and I could
find the strenght again to reclaim a life.
Living with another soulsister was really nice and I finally had MY ups and
down of life,wich I really liked and loved.

3 years later time for the new revelation,the oldest magician gaves me
the weapon to fight the empress before dying,seriously he told to me: I have
the last gamecard to play still, I can stop her she is a Saurian, a
devil she think she can take the piss of us all and has almost done it
but I can stop her.
(saura was the empress nick given by him ,means lizard-reptiles).

So I begged him to give me this winning tarot card for months as situation was
like the earthquackes in the ring of Fire ,random but costant shackes!

I knew what it was by my sixt sense and I was just like don't say that I won't believe.

He gave me the card and after I introduced with many difficoultes and
blaming my bro to tarot reading and parasexual psicology,I tought great
now everything change! The saurians has to collaborate with us from now
on and there will be benefits and abundance for all,especially for the
second loved father who lastly loved to be a slave of saurians and blamed
me of being a conspiror against peace when I wanted his good.

Nope it doesn't work like that,truth made me free from many burdens and
psychic attacks of my pre-adolescence and adolescence but things got
worst !and the roads to freedom are infinte and most of the time undercovered
by very,very deep darkness,remember!!!

This was especially dedicated to those departed and to me,lot of stuff missing.
I hope they found a wider perspective of life,evil and love and enjoy my story.
I'm not cyinic at all I'm very passionate being,but I think that we have to enjoy
our experiences good or bad and take the best from them with us,always see the
two(infinites really but simplified in two) sides and enjoy and bless them.

Well I think for now is enough I hope you entertained reading it,I
learned to laugh when I meet the demons inside and outside my mind they
smile to you as well and forget their sad destiny for a while and see there
is a hope for them too to see the light.
So I wanted to make you laugh too against this so called "darkness" and remember to
bless all you meet in your life,at the end you'll be grate to have
experienced it all.

In the next chapters!(you should read them in my heart really)
Mary and her eternal frozen heart:the Miracle of Love works also playing it backwards.
The dangers from the masters of the east:what an egregor is,power is power no matter what.
2nd and 4th dimension meet 3d in my third eye:not exactly a trip to disneyland.
Guests from the 5th:a family affair?
The Devil-evil himself,black holes and eternal death:last trick of separation from God-us?
Final Armageddon in your brain:a very simple guide to survive it.
Dark players/Mind Control:realities/illusions and how to get rid of them.
Love:the right balance of dark and light?

Much Love ,
your brother

Nineheavens