This is my life part 6

Well, here goes again, the time seems right for the next episode to voice itself.

Yes you guessed it (if you have read my previous posts) 15 years old, and a different type of spirit became very important through adolescence. Now don't forget it was 39 years ago and times were very different. Having said that I was a real boundry breaker at times. Once I discovered disco's and alcohol well, I lost touch a little bit as one might expect. I was still fascinated with my mum's pathway and knew it was mine but needed to conserve a bit. My mum and me used to read of each other but it was always a bit fruitless as we knew each other so well. I started work and pressurised to get a good job I ended up in an office making up wages in a very old building company. I remember having to walk the whole length about half a mile to take some wages (which were always in cash in those days), as I was walking I passed a furnace used for wood burning and saw two men with a box of kittens they were going to throw in. They needed cats to keep the yard clean of mice but they were over running the place. It became my destiny to find homes and to feed the cats every day with surplus milk from offices etc. I am really a dog lover, I love animals but I couldn't see them hurt. I became a humanist, became vegetarian at around 20 and haven't eaten meat since, partly because it dosent agree with me, but now I can't see the need.

Now here's a little angel story:- Not what you might expect!

I worked in a local supermarket on Saturdays when I was 14 and there was a woman there about 24 (seemed adult to me at the time), she used to sit with me at lunch time and we had a rapour. A year later long after she had left the supermarket, I went to a disco and got beaten up by a gang of girls at a bus stop. (Yes a lad was involved) I was told if I went within 3 feet of him (having already been very close) I was dead. I was quite shy and lacking in confidence, my mum wanted to ring the police but I refused. I haven't got a clue how I found myself back at the disco the following Friday night, but the message came, loud and clear through dream state and I was pulled back there somehow. Anyway, the threats continued, but I stayed clear. I went to the counter to buy a drink (This was an early disco 7 - 10.30)of pop and behind the counter was Julie, the girl who worked with me previously. I said what are you doing here and it transpired that she was on community service for pushing a violent partner down the stairs and killing him. Guess what she did when I told her about being beaten up......well I never understood why we met, but she became my angel, and informed the girls that if they messed with me they would be dead. They kept out of my way. Sometimes people come into your life for a reason. I would like to thank her but have no idea where she is now, but it will be sorted out at some point. (Now I am not saying violence is correct but angels come in many disguises, don't miss your opporunity to see that).

Between about this time and around 18 there were many changes within me and some I wouldn't want to air here, but my first child went to spirit before I reached 18. This lesson was hard and I know now that in this lifetime I need to understand motherhood and children, I have discovered that I was a midwife in a previous life, and I needed this experience to grow. The father walked. I flew straight onto anti-depressants.

The good news is by the time I was 20, having been severley depressed I pulled my life back on track. I was now working in another office, but only stayed two years and then started to move from one professional career to another, I have worked full time since I was 15 in one way or another.

Whilst I worked at this office I dreamt of a man who worked upstairs, he had a mallen streak in his hair (a grey stripe)I think this will be important for some reason in the future. I dreamt his face was burnt and it was horrific, I was so sure it had happened that I sent someone else upstairs to see if he was in. No, he wasn't he had had an accident the night before. Thankfully I discovered the injuries were not severe, maybe I prevented it somehow, I would like to hope I helped, as we already know that I fly and rescue people from burning rooms. At this time I have no recollection of what I was actually doing it seemed like a dream. Today I astral travel freely to help people, I give them reiki in my sleep, wipe tears from their eyes and meet up with like-minded people to give my skills freely. Oh yes and sometimes you lot visit me, I know that, I am not alone.

I could write about many similar experiences to these, so many I have forgotten but they are enormous in quantity.

My bible that I earnt as a child was always something I turned to in times of trouble, becoming really interested in the proverbs as they reminded me of how we should treat each other they are so cleverly written.

Then they started to come...firstly a nun, beings of many varieties, animals, a monk, native americans, an arab, then everyone who died joined on the end from time to time, oh and the children, the children are amazing. They poke me, they fiddle with my hair, they make me laugh, they make me cry, but they keep me at a state where there is always something to learn, and they are so giving. People have often said they see me walk in a room with my enterage behind me, and I am so used to it I forget sometimes, isn't that fantastic to have an enterage, LOL. Since then I have spent my whole life trying to give service to others spiritually, emotionally, physically and astrally.

Well for those of you who think I have gone a bit cuckoo, I really don't mind because I have made this life for myself with their help and with your help, this is my pathway and I am trying to tell my story with as much honesty as I can. I want to encourage others to share and many people are now starting to open up. When I am judged for what I have achieved I will know exactly what to say......the question is?........you will have to wait for next installment.

Thankyou for reading and listening.
Me, Myself, I and all of my others, send you all our love and healing light.