In Gratitude of Friends

I wish to thank those who have shown concern and support, and have shared their insight and wisdom with me personally. To see that there are things that can be given to me for free when times are rough is very important to me. It is especially important during this time that I believe in altruism and overcome the great disappointments of the past. Your advice has been processed and I have felt it pushing me in the right direction. I feel lighter and better now and have a greater sense of hope that I too will soon come out of the fog. In defense, my mind has overruled my heart and taken precedence. I can see that there is a great conflict of opposite forces going on on every level within me. Logically speaking (haha) only the heart can join the forces, and it works better if I allow for my mind to rest (as it seems to want to anyway). I don't know if my heart will give me answers within the time limit I have so I must try and go for the extension of time. After all, being here in the US may be a one-time opportunity to be where change is more apparent than in many other places of the world. I knew this would be a challenging place. It could be that the land speeds up my change during a time when part of me is resisting it the most. I think I will try and take measures to try and stay and see whether in the end, it is granted me or not. Blessings!

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