Streaming

Streaming,
this very moment just watching
the constant flow of images,
thoughts, emotions and assorted things,
like particle-waves in an oceanic mind riding the tide
of Energy-Consciousness, of God,
coming in, going out to sea;
at least, 'til identifying with what I see
and catching myself holding onto the sensation,
I fall into this revelry as into my mind's projection!

O, how I do spin! And spinning,
go down into the swell of the wave, becoming
split off from the ocean as a Whole,
which Is Still Streaming...but without me!

I am a separate existence now,
centered in the phenomenon unstead of thru the sensation,
attached to the form instead of letting be,
and thus remaining outside the Whole,
streaming not with Us but only with me!

But we Are One!
Even in my delusion of separateness I can return Home,
for the Stillness Is always there, ever-ready to once again
lift up my heart into being, Whole Being!

And each time the projection of my mind's desire
takes me for a spin into the fire of my own gratification,
I sense the attraction getting weaker,
my own ego becoming smaller.

All I need do is turn from the fire
to our Intuconscious Streaming,
into Who and what we already Are,
and always have been tho' lost in self-consuming.

Yea, I go into the Presence of God,
or what I thought was God;
for even as the thought becomes void
but transmuted into Living Light,
I'm Seeing--even as We Are Being--
the Energy-Consciousness that's Now Streaming
thru the form...all thru the night!