May 17th 2007, my everlasting realization

I wrote this last year when I turned 29, this discovery was something I had in me and had known but came to more of a realization about it on that day!!!!(Today from the start was a tiring day, but it also was a day which I did a lot of deep thinking. Anyway, it was my 29th birthday today and I am very thankful that I get to see 29 years on this earth; I feel that today is a new beginning for me and there is much more which I need to get accomplished. I didn’t work on the story but I have been thinking about how I am going to go about having Rolando travel back in time. I know when I do get to sit down and write about it then it will come to me, it always works that way when I write. I feel I have gain a few more realizations on life that I kind of already knew but thought of today very deeply. It’s about us as human beings and as spiritual beings and how we tend to neglect everything that we are and in turn we limit our selves from our true potential. It is something that I have done for most of my life in trying to find myself. In looking for the thing I will refer to as it, we tend to take on labels and such to try to find our place when in all reality we are trying to find ourselves. I am a human being who is an animal and I am a freethinking sprit as well. I am a man, an American, a twenty nine year old, I live in a mortal body but as well I live in a spiritual body, which isn’t really as solid as it may seem. My spirit, which is, I, is the true me. All I have right now, which also includes my physical body is a reflection of my spiritual selves (the true me). I have full control over my life; everything that occurs in it is due to what I made it to be. In all reality, because I come from God and I have a part of God in me it makes me a god too, in turn it makes me an individual who has no limit to his potential, and I can achieve anything I want too. My thoughts control my life, life is nothing but what became out of a thought from God so sense I am a god too I have the same type of power from thoughts. It feels good to realize this and to know that everything that I have truly put my mind to, everything that I have really wanted has happen. I know I will be able to write for a living and travel, have different experience and share my stories, which will always have a spiritual meaning to them with the world. I know I am great, one of a kind and I do wish that I could show other people that they are also great and gods as well. When I say we are gods I don’t mean we are to be worshipped or praised and I don’t mean we are above or even on the same level as the great sprit which we all are spawned from. All I am saying is that we all have the same unlimited potential to achieve anything we want; we all have the same power of thought that can create, just like God does because we are his children, just as I have an African ethnic background which happens to be a part of both of my parents. It is the same concept, and it goes against no religions or faiths, if one needs to follow whatever religion they feel is real they still can and still gain the same realizations. It is wisdom in its truest form and wisdom always makes things clearer, the day we gain wisdom in its entirety is the day we will be sprits in the greatest form and will see everything so clearly and then we’ll be free. That is what I want to accomplish and in order to do that I can’t neglect what I am and everything that comes with it. The things that I have dreamed will be so, from my dream job to my dream women and everything in between. Within is where I will find a full understanding because within is where a part of God lives. Happy birthday to me!!!!!)