What Do You Think? - My Awakening Timeline
My Awakening Timeline
Hello to all my brothers and sisters. I am SO excited to have found you and will finally be able to share my experiences with others who will not judge me. I am originally from Los Angeles and am currently living in Austin, TX. I will be moving to Phoenix, AZ in the next couple of months. I am writing about my experiences and some things about myself that I have no explanation for. Maybe you can help me understand ? Please feel free to comment and let me know if anything I have written rings a bell with you. I do not have an explanation for alot of what I have written and welcome any/all insight. I am still learning and hope to find some answers on this life long journey. Love & Light to all ~ Elle
From about 3 years old to 5 years old – Had an imaginary friend named “Lolly”
From about 4 years old and still to this day – Enjoy looking at things through blue glass. I don't know why, I have just always enjoyed doing that. I absolutely LOVE blue.
From about 4 -5 years old – Wild butterflies would land on my head (and I was afraid of them). I also have a very strong connection with birds.
5 years old – Was obsessed with mercury. I would get in trouble for breaking the thermometers and playing with the silvery liquid. Even though I would get in trouble, I would still do it – I HAD to.
7 yrs old – Realized that I really don’t belong here and this is all just a ‘dream’. I knew that one day I will wake up and be home where everyone and everything loves me.
7yrs – 10 yrs – Would leave bread with salt and milk outside for fairies (I still don’t know why I chose bread with salt). I always felt they were there but could never see them. I found out a few years ago that my Mom’s friend (who is psychic) who lived in that same house with us was very frightened (actually quite terrified) one day because she saw many lights moving in the bushes and the bushes were moving very vigorously. She ended up staying away from the yard and eventually moving out of the house.
8 yrs old – Had a high fever one day and slipped into some type of state where I was inside my own body traveling through my blood. I was pulsating in my own heart.
10 yrs old – I was laying on the floor watching television and a string of Native American Indian bells that was hanging on the wall completely twirled around on the nail that it was hanging on, and flew halfway across the room and landed on the floor next to me.
18 yrs old – When I woke up from a nap, I saw a round rotating ball of silver above my bed and it made a loud beeping noise. The environment (air) in the room was flashing pink? I never understood what that was…
21 yrs old – Saw an apparition standing at the end of my bed. It scared me so much I thought that my heart was going to pop out of my chest. When I turned my light on, it was gone. It looked like a human male.
30 years old (2001)- Began to notice frequently seeing the numbers 9:11 on the clock for many months before the Sept. 11th terrorist attacks. I figured seeing the 9:11 on the clock was a type of warning or prediction.
36 years old (2007) - Begin to see 11:11 on the clock very frequently and was worried that it was a warning that something was going to happen on November 11th. I started searching the internet for "11/11/07 prophecy" or "11:11" and that was the beginning of ALOT more than I expected! The door had been opened and there was no turning back !
36 years old (Dec. 2007) – Had an OBE. I was meditating and saw a vortex (light lavender with white lines in it) swirling in my 3rd eye area. Objects were being pulled into the vortex; a scary red face, and then I saw myself (my face) staring back at me but it looked sort of ‘ancient’ or ‘Buddha – like’ and it was bright fluorescent blue/violet like my third eye. My face blinked and smiled and was pulled into the vortex. Then I felt the top half of my body come out and then a loud ‘swoosh’ noise and my whole body came out and floated to the ceiling. I hit my head on the ceiling. When I thought about looking down at my physical body, I felt a strong ‘thud’ and I was back in my physical body. Ever since that day I started to feel the crown chakra sensation at the top of my head. I can feel it all day everyday now. I also started seeing small lights which look like bright white firecrackers bursting in slow motion every once in a while. I still see them everyday.
36 years old (Dec. 2007) – When my alarm clock woke me up, I saw a very bright being of light about 4 ft tall standing next to my bed. It was standing next to a heater so I could see the heat waves emanating around it. When I reached to turn my annoying alarm off, I looked back and it was gone. The room was completely dark since I have ‘black-out’ curtains.
37 years old (Jan 26, 2008) – Had a Reiki Tummo attunement and had an amazing experience. I can feel the Divine energy pouring in through my crown chakra and out of my hands very strongly now. That night I was very upset and began to cry because I felt that I was not ready for this experience and was afraid that I would disappoint my higher self with not being able to eliminate the negativity from my life. I fell asleep crying and woke up in the middle of the night (around 3am). When I woke up I felt something stroking my left cheek as if to comfort me. The feeling was enveloping my entire body and comforting me. I also remember pictures ‘downloading’ in my mind. They seemed like ancient pictures flashing slowly but I don’t remember what they were.
37 years old (now). – I just started feeling a sensation at the back of my head. It’s not in the crown chakra area. It’s exactly in the middle of the back of my head. It feels like a quick pulsating energy for a few seconds and then it goes away and comes back. It feels different from the sensation from my crown chakra (does ANYONE know what that might be ?)
Also, I have always been extremely drawn to blue roses, fireflys, anything shiny iridescent, anything of the Celtic / Ireland era, the 1920’s, Tibetan Buddhist Monks, and New York City. Thanks for reading! Much Love & Blessings to your heart :)