Uncomfortable meditation

Hey all,

I don't usually write on these things, so bare with me here...

I haven't meditated in a while and today I thought, hey I need to start doing this more often

before I do any meditation I do the maharic shield.. Krystal River Prayer.. and the Psonn of Aurora, which is something from a keylontic site that I have been reading about and studying for a long time..

so I go in my room lay down on my bed and I get into a comfortable position
I start thinking about who knows what
In the end I get to the point of meditation and relaxation that I was aiming for

Then

As I lay there, I see 2 eyes above me, It doesn't really frighten me, I feel like I have no reason to be scared or nervous of these eyes..

I start hearing voices, like a language being spoken to me, I have no idea what the "thing" is saying, I just still feel fine, and let it keep talking, since I think in my head that everything is fine..

I then feel uncomfortable and I feel like my mouth is just pryed (sp?) open and I can't shut it, or like my jaw is locked up, something of that nature, and my hands feel like they're pinned down, my hands feel like I am squeezing onto something and I can't open my hands up, it's like they're locked in whatever position they are in, which I can't describe it, other than just thinking about holding onto a small ball and not being able to let go

As all this begins to happen I start asking or calling for some 12th dimensional light or some protection, I start panicing to cover myself in some protective light, like the maharic shield

I turn my head to the right, trying to get up from this meditation so I could get away from whatever it is that was jacking with me, I see a darkish blob like figure, I then Open my eyes, Immediately when I got I felt relieved.. when I opened my eyes I saw this swirlish lightish looking figure that looks like a swirly entity, I guess... I don't really know how to explain it, and the swirly entity (as I will call this thing) kind of just floated around to the corner of the room then to the middle then I took my eyes off of it and I didn't see it anymore.

I got up and I went and began to record my experience on the tape recorder so I could make sure I remembered this correctly, and I like to record what happens, in case anything interesting happens.

Anyways, once I got up I felt ok, I didn't really feel nervous at all about anything, I actually felt good about seeing this swirly entity.. Hell, I thought it was an angel, but now I'm not so sure. Seeing as how I didn't feel comfortable during the meditation.

If anyone has any ideas or some suggestions for me, please let me know because I don't know what happened, and I don't want to get taken advantage of in my time of peace.

love and blesssings

-Vincent or (S)Aint... whichever works