Energy must flow.... to grow beyond

I want to share something with you all, i feel lately...

I was talking to a friend of mine a few days ago...
He is very skilled in oriental martial art techniques and works with energy a lot.
Something he said, during our conversation triggered something in me.

He said, todays's martial artists in the West all try to build up their energy.
This is no problem as long as the energy flows.
However, most build up their energy by holding the energy in their body, as if it a closed vessel.
This in time weares one down...

Later i remembered what he said and felt in my body, how i did exactly that...
I had build up an huge amount of energy in my body, but it didn't flow....
This also made me feel weak at times.

I could see how it affected me.

I also know how to connect with earth and the source, as i have done it before.

In that moment i chose to let the go of all the energy and cleanse myself.
I chose to let go all control and let energy flow.
I was going to be a river of energy, not a closed vessel.

Immidiatly i felt as if i became much, much lighter...

Yesterday i was working out in the gym, running, cycling and lifting weights...
Amazingly.. I ran harder, and didn't get tired.
I lifted more than 25% more of what normally would be tops...
so more tan 125% of what i normally consider the limit. And i had NO trouble with it.

It is as if the whole universal energy runs through my body, strengtening me when and where i need it.
I seek no control of it. I just let it be. Consiously opening myself, to be open and not closed.

It is as if this energy speaks to me and thanks me that it may run freely.
It is as if this energy absorbs me and i absorb it, to immidiatly realease each other again.

Maybe this all doesn't make sense to you..
This is how i feel it and want to share it with you...
Maybe, you can do something with it for yourself.. :-)

Namaste my friends.