Jeshua : Belief ...
Jeshua ben Joseph through Judith Coates
8 March 2008
Beloved and holy and only Child of our heavenly Father, Child of the one Source, Child of Light, divine. That is who you are. Take it deeply within the consciousness and contemplate what that means.
I am the one known as Jeshua ben Joseph, Jesus you have called me, and it is great joy that I come to abide with you this evening in your timing as you have chosen once again to call me forth. Great joy always to behold you in this way and to behold the radiance of your being. Great joy of reunion. We speak of that often, where it is, as you have already experienced when you came into this room, a place of great joy.
You bring that joy with you, and you are so filled with it; it is your cup overflowing that you want to share with ones. You have ideas, you have excitement about the ideas, and you want to share with ones what you have been reading, what you have been finding out. You want to know, “Where have you been in the last month or so? What new things have you learned? Share with me your love.”
Now, you don’t exactly say that, but you go up to ones and you say, “Oh, it is so good to see you again,” and there is the hug that is given. There is the feeling of love that is shared heart to heart. As you do the hug, you put heart to heart. You do not stand as some ones do, so far away from each other, and do the pyramid, but you do a very close hug because you want to know vibration of love.
All is vibration. You have brought energy by a most miraculous belief into a density called the body, but truly the body is made up of energy that is moving at all times and changing at all times. That is why there can be—and it has been recorded in your holy Scriptures—the instantaneous healing; where there is the touch and instantly there is a healing; where there can be—as the one who touched the hem of my robe and there was the healing because of the belief—instantaneous healing, because you are energy coalesced into form.
You are Light. You have brought into a certain form within this reality—you have a certain favorite form known as the two-legged form—to be human, to have human experience. Other times upon this planet you have been the four-footed ones, you have been the winged ones. You have known all forms of life form upon this, our holy Mother, the planet, and you do know life in other dimensions as well, where the form is very different than what you manifest in this reality.
And yet all is energy. All is life. And in truth, it matters not whether you have form or not, but in the human way, you desire to keep the form so that you can have a relatedness with each other, so that you can speak and share ideas, so that you can see and look deeply into another one’s eyes and see the Christ of them through the eyes. You want to have the voice that can speak words of love; sometimes tough love, as it has to be, but always words of love. You want to know human expression, human emotion.
We have spoken in past times how emotion itself is energy in motion. And it is not to be suppressed, held down, because after awhile it is not going to stay down. It is going to come out in one way or another; many times in the aches and pains of a body. It will show you that you are keeping emotions—that energy that wants to be in motion—you are keeping it suppressed, you are keeping the lid on it. And the body will speak to you: a crook in the neck, a sore shoulder, a pain, aches in the joints, because you do not have the fluidity of movement. You will not let the emotions be in motion.
So I have spoken to you many times to allow yourself to feel every emotion and to feel it deeply. If it is the emotion of anger, allow yourself to shout to the heavens whatever the anger may be. If it is the feeling of frustration that goes back again to suppressed energy that you do not know how to let out, find an outlet that does not harm another one and allow that energy to come out, to be expressed. Allow yourself to know the energy that you are and to know that truly in every moment you can change that which you see, that which you behold, that which you experience, and that which you express, because you are the creators.
You move from a vantage point, a belief as to who and what you are. You have in the conscious belief the generational beliefs that have been handed down to you from the parents, from the peers, from the generations of the grandfather, great grandfather, great grandmother, and from the culture in which you have been raised. You have belief system that the body is going to grow old at some point. It is going to have aches and pains. It is going to be a bit stiff perhaps. It’s not going to be as flexible as it was in an earlier time. I say unto you, that is hogwash.
At any point in a lifetime you can recapture the fluidity of life as you will allow yourself to go back to that memory as to how it felt to be young, how it felt to go with an ease and a joy of living. It does not matter if the hair turns white or grey. It does not matter what the outside appearance looks like, although I will say unto you, as you change the inside, the outside is going to change as well; every bit of it, because it has to. It is energy, and you are energy, and you are the creators that create your reality based on belief. Now, you have heard it said that you can change your reality by changing your belief, and this is very true.
First of all, as I have just spoken, your belief is based on what is given to you—subliminally many, many times—by the generations, by the parents, and by the peers as to what is the common belief as to what life has to be. If your family is one that believes life has to be a struggle, that everything that comes to you has to be a challenge, then from the time you are very small—well, even before that, in truth; as you are in the mother’s womb there is a receptivity of energy, because there is no separation—there is receptivity that feels life is hard, it is a struggle.
Or, life is joyful, and if the mother is looking forward to having this new one born and there is great anticipation and welcoming of the new one, the new one is going to know that, is going to feel that, even in the womb before it is out in the arms. After it is living its own individuality as a small one, at first it very much picks up on energy levels of the parents. It is very much aware of what is going on through energy vibrational patterns. And this goes with you throughout the lifetime as a subliminal belief, so that you have a preconceived tendency to look at life in a certain way.
Later on, when you begin to understand words, your parents will say to you, “It’s a jungle out there. You have to be really, really strong. You have to get there first before the other one gets there. Do unto others first before they get you.” Or, vice versa, “It is really a joyful place to live. I have many friends, you have many friends, nature is beautiful. It is wonderful to be out in the field, to run freely, to feel the sunshine upon the head, the shoulders, the body. It is wonderful to breathe of the fresh air.” And the parents say, “Yes, life is good.”
And so the small one grows taller with beliefs that have been given to him/her early on and then reinforced, because there is the subliminal belief that then attracts evidence that this is true. And so, one often will have then the challenges in life because one is looking for them, expecting them, because the parents have said, “It’s going to be tough; you have to be tough.” Or, the parents will say, “You are going to find many friends. You are a most special being. I prayed before you came, and you came to me to be a companion on the journey, and I am so happy that you came. Let us walk hand in hand and rediscover all of the beauty that this life has to offer.”
And so from that foundation, which is conscious and yet subliminal as well, you fashion how you see your world. You can work with those beliefs when you recognize them. When you sit with yourself just quietly, or when you are traveling in your vehicle or when the mind is free to think back to the childhood or to recognize a re-action to something that happened, you stop for a moment; there’s something that happened, and you have a reaction immediately to it, and there is a feeling of, “Oh, okay, I know how to handle that,” or there is a feeling of, “Oh, my God, how am I going to handle this one?”
You are truly aware of how you feel in the body. The energy of that occurrence is going to be felt in the body somewhere. Stop for a moment and be aware of where you are holding that energy, where it has hit you. Has it hit you at the heart where you feel you can be open and expansive, or has it hit you in the gut, the abdomen, where you feel that you have to be armored and you have to save self?
The torso—from the neck down to below the abdomen—has been oftentimes the part that has been the reason for releasing the body. It has been the area that when you were in battle, often that’s where you were struck; or off with the head, across the neck. So this part of the body is very much attuned to receiving energy, and it will tell you—it has a language—it will tell you how you are feeling about any occurrence.
So be aware when anything happens, any event, any discourse you have with someone, how you feel about it, where you feel about it, and sit just for a moment in that deep breath, that easy breath that we spoke of earlier, and examine, “What is this telling me about my belief? What do I believe? What am I feeling in the gut? What am I feeling anywhere in the body? What energy pattern am I receiving? What language? What is the body speaking to me and telling me?”
Identify the belief. Oftentimes it will be a belief that says there is something that could be threatening, because habitually as you have gone through this reality many, many lifetimes, you have reinforced a belief that the body that you have fashioned could be harmed in some way. And so there is the initial reaction that perhaps whatever was said to you, whatever occurred could be seen as threatening, could have power of some sort over you.
So you sit with that instantaneous feeling and you say, “What belief does this tell me? What belief am I holding?” And then you ask, “Where does this come from? What does it go back to?” And there will come to you a vision, an idea, a time, an occurrence, or maybe not. It doesn’t really matter if you trace it back or not, but it does matter that you identify it as a belief.
And then you ask of yourself, “Is this a belief that serves me now?” Now, in many other lifetimes that belief served you well, because that feeling of threat to the body caused the adrenalin to flow and you ran from whatever was perceived to be threatening, and you did save the body for some other time. And so, that belief and that reaction has served you well. It is not a wrong thing.
But you ask of yourself in this day and time, “Does it serve me? Do I need this belief now?” And if you feel that you don’t need it now, you begin by first being conscious of it. Then, secondly, you take a deep breath and you ask, “How can I see this differently?” And as you take that deep breath, you realize that you don’t have to hold that belief. There is no parent standing next to you saying that you have to believe it any more. There is no great person above you in the realms above, the great referee, saying that you have to believe.
You go within to the energy that you are and you ask of yourself, “How can I see this differently? How would it feel if I understood what she said to me was said in love?” And you play with that in your imagination. “How would it be if what they said to me was said in love; not as a threat as I first perceived it; not as a judgment as I first perceived it; but if they said that, how would it feel if I perceived it said in love?”
And you will feel a change in the vibrational energy of the body itself. It will relax. It does not have to be armored any longer. It expands. Every time something comes up and you want to know—“Oh, that didn’t feel good, or “Oh, that did feel good”—trace it back to what belief, what underlying belief do I hold, and be conscious about it.
First of all, be conscious. Second of all, take the deep breath. Third, ask how can I see this differently. And then, fourth, move into the energy feeling. Move into that energy feeling of how it feels to perceive it differently. You can do this. You will find yourself being very busy all throughout the day, because truly you go through every day—and this is not said as a judgment, but as a discernment—you go through a day with a lot of reaction to things that you don’t even know you’re reacting to. You walk through that day half asleep.
I am asking of you now to be awake, to be conscious, to be aware. “What am I feeling? Why am I feeling? What is the underlying belief?” And then if you want to change it, I have said to you how to change it. So you will be, as you put this into practice, pretty busy. (D: Be an actor instead of a reactor) Yes, you will be an actor instead of a reactor. You have that saying in your world, and it is a good one.
Now, I have spoken to you, and others have spoken to you, about the power of belief and about changing your belief. And I have talked to you just now about how to change the conscious beliefs, how to make them conscious and to change. Some beliefs are very deeply embedded in the energy pattern of the body and of the self that you are. They have been very deeply embedded throughout lifetimes. These are ones that are going to be a bit more challenging to find. They are going to be the subconscious ones that will come up as you deal with the ones that are on the surface, the ones of this lifetime.
Other ones from other lifetimes are going to come up to be known. And when I say that, be aware that you have lived many, many lifetimes in many different cultures, so there are going to be beliefs from other cultures that have been taken, integrated, put into the matrix of the soul, and then remembered and carried in the body at the cell level, so that the cells even have memory of other cultures and other beliefs that those cultures believed in, all the way back as far as you can trace it in a linear history and beyond.
So when ones say to you that belief is a foundation, and that you can change beliefs, be aware that what you start with—and you have to start somewhere—is the tip of the iceberg, and that there is much more underneath it that will have to be looked at at some point, and it may not be this lifetime. There are ones who have heard me speak that everything comes back to belief, and they have said, “I have worked with my belief system; I believe that I am no longer susceptible to alcohol; I believe that I can drink of the alcoholic substance and nothing will happen to me.” And they go and they try it, and they find that, “Whoops, it doesn’t quite work yet that way.”
You all have unique history. You all have unique memories of lifetimes that have been built on many beliefs, and many of those beliefs are going to be deeply embedded in the energetic pattern of the body. They are accessible to you, but some are just a bit deeper than others. So I say to you, work with the conscious beliefs, the ones that come up in this lifetime that hit you right in the face or right in the stomach, wherever they hit you. Be aware of where that belief comes from. How would it feel if I perceived it differently? And then give to yourself much allowance and love, because everything you have ever done in any lifetime, even if it has brought to you challenges that you even experience in this lifetime, have been treasures.
You have wanted to play in the sandbox of creativity. You have wanted to know, “How does it feel to make sand?” And so you have made plenty of sand. “How does it feel to make the sand castles?” So you make the forms, the bodies. “How does it feel to be finished with one sand castle and build another?” And so you wipe out one form and you build another sand castle, and you play with that sand castle for awhile.
“How does it feel to throw the sand up in the air? Is it going to stay up in the air?” In some realities it does. In this reality, it comes back down on your head. This reality has much of the sending and receiving, so that what you send out often comes back to you. It is part of what you have built into this reality. You have lived every lifetime that you can imagine and more. And many of those lifetimes you have done things that now the energetic pattern of the body does not accept well.
Many of the ones who find themselves in this lifetime to be wanting to avoid the alcoholic substance have come to that place most innocently by the ritual of a religious/philosoph ical teaching, different threads, different religions as you know them, where the wine was known to be sacred, and it was imbibed because of the sacredness of it. You were taking something sacred within the body and being One with the energy of that sacred liquid. And those were lifetimes where you were happy. Those were lifetime where you felt fulfilled. You felt that you were doing—because the belief was—something sacred.
Then another lifetime comes along, and you have chosen a different scenario, and you find that you don’t feel fulfilled. You want to know fulfillment; you want to know wholeness; and so there is a little part of you that remembers the lifetime where you were in the religious/philosoph ical order, and what was sacred was the wine. And so you say, “Okay, this lifetime I will go to the wine. It will make me feel whole.
This lifetime the energetic pattern of the body is different, and the wine has a different effect. It is not a sin. It is not wrong, but it is a memory, and it goes back to a very good memory, but it may not apply to what you have formed in this lifetime. Therefore, you try it out, and if it resonates well with you, that is good. If it does not, you say, “Okay, that’s from another lifetime; it served me in another lifetime, but maybe not this lifetime.”
The same as there is belief now that the inhalation of smoke is going to bring about a congestion of the lungs, and that eventually that’s going to come to the place where the necessary exchange of oxygen is not going to be possible, and it is going to be the place where you release the body, because the body doesn’t feel happy, doesn’t feel energetic any longer.
This goes back, again, to sacred ritual. The smoking of the peace pipe was seen as a sacred ritual. There are many of the cultures that yet believe in sharing of the smoke which was symbolic of the spirit rising up to the heavens. So it was done at first as a symbolic catalyst for remembrance of the spirit rising up. Then ones come through other generational teachings and other lifetimes where the energetic pattern of the body is different, and there is a collective belief that perhaps the smoke can be not sacred, but can be a congestive type thing. It is a collective belief, and so ones say, “Well, I can’t do that any more, or if I do that, I’m going to suffer X, Y, & Z. Again, it goes to a belief.
So when you are working with beliefs, allow yourself much love. Know that truly everything that may not work for you in this lifetime has worked for you in other lifetimes and has been seen as a sacred avenue to the remembrance of the spirit that you are, the energy that you are, the divine Isness that you are. But it may not be appropriate for this lifetime, or, it may be. In other words, it is possible within an instant to change all beliefs, to the place where you know yourself to be the holy innocent Child, not vulnerable to anything, not threatened by anything.
But if you are not at that place yet, do not heap guilt upon the shoulders and say, “Oh, I’ve failed again,” because all that does is keep you in a downward spiral. You all know that feeling. You’ve all tried. And you’ve all felt, “Well, gosh, you know, it didn’t really have the result I was expecting. I read this really good book, and it said that if I followed this, that, and whatever, it’s going to make me know that I Am the power of All. I am the power of One. I Am God upon this plane—which truly you are.
And then someone comes up to you and they say something, and you say, “Oh, how could he say that to me? Does he not recognize who I Am? Do I not recognize who I Am?” Because that’s what it comes back to. And the separated ego says, “Aha. See, you’ve done it again. You didn’t really get where you thought you were.” Oh, my goodness. And you’re back down again.
Have much mercy upon yourself, please, and for others as well. You are moving into the most wonderful chapter of evolutionary thinking—I’m changing subject a wee bit here (D: Oh, good)(Laughter)(D: I’m with you) Oh, I thought perhaps that was a judgment of the first part! (D: Not at all, not at all. We’re moving forward) Okay, understood.
You are moving into a most wonderful place where you are beginning to understand the power of energy, the power that you are as energy and how it does change from moment to moment. You have felt this with the emotions, where in one moment you can feel very happy about self, and in the next moment, “I’m not so sure.” And then you’re down in the dumps. And then you have to climb back up again, hopefully with some ladder of beliefs that I can come back up again.
Someone will smile at you, someone will say a word that allows you some hope, and perhaps a bit of an encouraging self-image. They’ll give you their image of you that sometimes is totally different than what you have said or thought about yourself, and then you can come back up again. But you are coming now to a place where, yes, you are going to recognize how the emotions affect the body, but you are also coming to the place where you are going to understand…you have ones who are working with energy and energy levels and how to at first show you on what seems to be the outside, how you can change energy patterns and be free of blockage of energy.
Now, we have spoken many times that the collective consciousness believes first what it sees out there. Now, truly, “out there” comes from “in here”, from the ideas that you would have that you then put into a form of some sort, and you use it on a person, and because of belief, there is a change that happens.
You are coming to the place now where you are going to be able to change how the energy flows within the body, where it does not feel stuck any longer. As I have said, you have been working with the emotions. That is one of the very obvious outward and easier things—more on the surface; let us put it that way—to work with, with the emotions; not easy, but visible. It is better to say “visible” than “easy”; more obvious than visible.
So you can work with emotions, but now it is getting to the place where, because you are creative beings, you are creating technology, as you will call it, that allows you to see what the body is doing and to be able to change it through methodology that you yet say is outside of you. As I have said, it is not outside of you, because you have thought of it, you have brought it into your consciousness; therefore, it is. If it were not in your consciousness, it would not be. But you see it as being “out there” somewhere, and you see it as being an aid to something that you want to have information and access to, and so you will be finding miracles that come to you.
Someone will say to you, “I know of such and such that will allow you to have a freedom of understanding of how the body works; a freedom that allows the body to be the energy that it truly is, but to be it easily; to move with an ease that I haven’t known since I was very, very young; to allow yourself to believe once again that everything that has seemed to be unhealed can be whole once again.”
So you stand on the threshold now of having again the outward ones working with technology, working with the most minute technology even, to bring about the miracle of healing, because you believe in it. But yet it seems to be because someone else believes in it. Someone else comes along and he says, “I know that this is a way to heal.” And because he says it with conviction, because he has used it on himself and he has seen it work with others, you say, “This must be true.”
There is a contagion, a most wonderful contagion that happens, where you feel the energy of the other one to be true, to be able to feel the energy of another one. And you say, “Well, this one believes; he is so sure in his belief; therefore, I believe.” You are all asking for that belief. You are all asking, “Prove to me; show me what I can believe in. Show me how powerful I am.” And so there are techniques, there are little technology things that are coming your way in the very, very near future that are going to change, revolutionize what you have believed about yourself and about others and about how life has to be lived.
And those of you who have garnered some years to yourself, you are going to feel as the young one again, because there is going to be a releasing of the old energy patterns, the old energy patterns that have served you up to this point because they have brought you to a place of clarity about, “This does not feel holy. Aging, as it has been known for so many generations, does not feel good. Worrying, stress does not feel good, but I don’t know quite how to let it go, because my parents have said this is how it has to be. I look around me and I see ones living in fear, ones living in a place where they feel they have to defend themselves and their possessions, their belongings. I see disasters happening. I see things that can be perceived as tragedy, and I feel that if I don’t live the holy life with the fingers and even the toes crossed, something is going to befall me that’s not going to be all that great.”
And so there is an armor that you put up around yourself. But when you put up an armor around yourself, there is a rigidity of energy that you do not allow to flow. What you really want to do is to shed that armor and to be yourSelf—capital “S”—to be the free, holy Child of the divine Self in energetic form, because you have said in this reality in order to have the discourse with another one you need to have form.
Now, there are many in this room who do not have form, who are speaking to you, and you don’t quite hear them. You may feel their presence, and sometimes if you ask for it they will speak to you. But it is much easier if you have a form when you are dealing with another one who is activating a form, and you can have the discourse that way. But you do not have to carry with you the heavy armoring.
When I spoke two thousand years ago of love, the message was taken to heart by many of you, and by many it was discounted, because it did not seem to be the way of the world. It seemed too far out, as you call it nowadays. It didn’t seem powerful enough.
But the truth of your being is that you are love; not human love; that is good; it is the beginning; to know human love for another one; to know human love for a pet, for an animal; to know human love for a sunset or a sunrise. That is the beginning. But you are much more than human love. You are love incarnate as life itself.
When I have spoken of love, it has been for you as a reminder of how it has felt when you were in love with someone or something, when you were so in love with what you were discovering that you totally lost track of the small self and you were totally absorbed in love in the project that you were doing, or totally in love with another person, or totally in love with the beloved pet; totally to the place where you forgot yourself and there was just Oneness.
That is the love that I mean when I speak of love, when I have spoken two thousand years ago of the Father’s love, the Creator’s love, the love that you are in extension. It is that expanded love that knows no separation; that knows only Oneness; knows only the free-flowing creative energy. And as I have spoken these words, there has been a connection that you have felt. There has been something that you have been able to envision, to feel, to grasp in those words. And words yet have to define, describe concepts that are not totally whole, because it is beyond words; it is beyond concepts; but it gives you a clue. And that is the best that we can do within this reality, is to give you some clues. You follow them as the bread crumbs until finally you come Home again; clues along the way.
Now, I have spoken earlier in this evening about the clues about finding the beliefs that underlie every reaction and how to deal with them. And I have spoken how to be easy with self, with the beliefs that are buried a bit deeper, and how those beliefs have served you in other lifetimes, but may not be the thing that you want to have in this lifetime; or, you may change all of that; and how you are moving into a place where you have amongst you the most wonderful ones who share with you ideas of technology—as I have said, you love your technology in this day and time.
I admire your technology. I have spoken of that many times, of what you bring forth as the inventions that mirror to you your greatness. You think that this invention is “out there”, but truly it is mirroring to you what you have already brought forth because of the divine ideas of creativity that you have thought. “This will work. I understand how energy flows. I understand how it feels to be in that expansive place of love. I know how it feels to not have to defend myself any longer. I know how to expand.”
There is no parent waiting to judge, to beat you if you are wrong, to push you into a belief that you have known as a little child was not your belief, and you did not want to accept it, but if you didn’t accept it, there were some harsh penalties. But that parent is no longer in a power place to do anything except as you bring that parent along with you, and many of you do. It is a very common thing, that even when the parent has released the body and is no longer in a place of giving you the slap across the face, or wherever, you still carry that parent with you right back here somewhere, speaking in your ear, of what the old beliefs have been.
And what you do, as you become conscious of that parent, is you turn and you look at that parent and you say, “Thank you. You have served me well, because you have shown me what I do not want to be.” You thank them, because they have truly done the best that they knew how to do. They were journeying through life with challenges that were often beyond what they knew to do. And then you came along; this little thing. “Oh, my goodness. I have to provide for this one. I have to train up this one.” It may be a conscious thought or not. “I am responsible for this little one. I didn’t ask for this little one; I was only having fun.”
And they sometimes try to distance themselves; or they don’t distance themselves and you wish they would. But you turn to that parent who is right here giving you messages sometimes, and you turn and you look at them and you thank them, and you say to them, “I love you, because now I understand that you were only doing what you knew to do based on your belief system at that time. But you know, those flacks that you gave me, I didn’t really appreciate those. And some of those beliefs that you said I had to believe, I don’t believe them any longer.”
And then you wait for the blow to fall. And it doesn’t fall. And in that moment you know yourself to be free You know yourself to be able to love and to release and to be free; to thank them, and say, “Yes, I know you’re here, but that old message I don’t need to respond to. I don’t need to turn the shoulder because I’m going to be hit.” Many of you carry energy across the shoulders and the back, the top of the back, and oftentimes that is the part that needs the energy work and the massage and so forth. It is from many lifetimes, including this one, where you had to turn the back, because the slap was going to be right there on the back. And if you didn’t do that, you got it on the face, so you wanted to turn the back to it. And you carry that energy with you.
You can release that now. You can let that go. You don’t have to carry that any longer. The one who has been as the parent, who has been whispering in your ear the old belief as you have perceived it, truly is not whispering those messages any longer. Because I will share with you that when the body is released, ones have an opportunity to look at beliefs and how the life was lived and to move into a space of acceptance of love, unconditional love that they did not know when they were in the human form, in the human life, so that this one that you are carrying—and it is you, all of you; you are carrying it with you—this one no longer truly exists.
This one may be with you and may be shouting in your ear, “I’ve changed.” But because of old belief pattern, you still, up to this point, have heard them as you knew them to be, but they are not that person any longer. For when they have laid down the body, they have also laid down the constrictions of that lifetime and they are no longer the person that you remember them to be.
This one that you remember them to be is in memory only; your memory. They have changed, and they have sometimes moved on; oftentimes they will come back to check on you to see how you are doing. Oftentimes they go down on the angelic knees—if they had knees—and beg your forgiveness for what they did not know they were doing, because they were doing the best that they knew how, based on generational belief that had been given to them by their parents and by the grandparents and farther back than that.
Oftentimes they will come to you and they will say, “I am sorry for how I felt I had to act. I had to be strong. I had to be the man of the house. I had to be in charge. I had to give the orders. And if you didn’t follow those orders, you knew what was going to happen. But you know, I see it differently now. I am the young boy who knows freedom that I did not know in the previous lifetime. I am the young boy now who has not been molded, shaped by the world, who did not have to become a certain person in order to survive.”
Notice the posture of the body, how rigid it is, how it is not relaxed. The energy pattern within the body is constricted. The energy that wants to flow throughout even the shoulder area and the heart area is constricted, because there is the tension that is holding it, as the soldier will stand at attention. Many of the parents felt that they had to be strong in order to take care of you. And that was a responsibility that they did not know how to respond to, except by the teachings and the beliefs they had been given. So, you were the receivers of great treasure; some treasure that you say, “Now I think I can let go of.”
Belief…Conscious… Allow yourself to identify it. Where does this belief come from? How can I perceive it differently? Taking the deep breath. How would it feel if I perceived it in love? If truly every whack on the shoulder that I got as a child was meant in love in order to make me a better person as they understood “better” to be. How would it feel if I understood that everything truly that comes to me, I have invited as a treasure, as a gift; not as a punishment. How would it feel to accept everything in love? Oh, that feels a lot better, a lot easier. And that allows then the energy pattern of the whole body to flow once again.
That is why we speak in the beginning of allowing the golden white light, which is the aura of spirit, the energy of spirit around you, to come in consciously through the body, down to the fingertips, down to the toes, allowing it to flow throughout the whole body, allowing all of the energy to be free-flowing, without constriction, and to feel good for a moment or so, and hopefully longer, about self; to feel relaxed; to feel loved.
I love that which you are, because I know that which you are. You are the divine holy Child, innocent, playing in the sandbox of this reality, expressing the divine creativity and having fun with it. You are the divine holy Child, free to examine your beliefs, to change them, to create that which seems to be outside of yourself that will allow the body the freedom that it has been screaming at you, wanting you to give to it for so long so that you can once again go with the fluidity of life itself.
Allow yourself to be in the rhythm, the flow of life. Feel yourself to be relaxed; to know the postures that allow the body to know that it can reach to the heavens; that it can reach to the oceans; that it can reach to the Earth easily. Allow yourself every moment, especially the first thing in the morning when you come out of your bed—I was going to say “fall out of your bed”; but whatever you do—when you arise; let us put it that way—when you arise, what do you do? You stretch sometimes; sometimes even before you get out of your bed, you stretch in the bed. Allow the body to stretch. Stretch to the heavens as far as you can reach. Stretch to the oceans. Stretch every way you know to stretch, all the way down [He tries to touch the toes] I will have to work with my beloved friend and teacher; she will have to reach a little farther down. There needs to be a bit more of the flexibility. We will work on that.
But allow yourself to feel free. Do the exercises that are sometimes in the certain classes that you have that allow the postures of flexibility. Do those, because it feels good. That which has been troubling you…if you have a certain joint that maybe doesn’t want to remember how it feels to go freely…love it; exercise it; trust it; know the energy pattern of the body; bless it, because you are the ones who have brought it forth; and be happy with it, no matter whether it be of small size or larger size; be happy with it.
It is all your divine creative energy, moving all of the time, changing all of the time, allowing you to know from the tip of your nose to the tip of your toes just how powerful, creative, loved you are, each and every one of you. Go now in that peace. Go now in that feeling of joy of life and live.
So be it.
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