Psychology of Vision Online Newsletter

Psychology of Vision Online Newsletter

April 2008 Nightlight Newsletter
Chuck Spezzano

For the next six weeks, or longer if there is
no change, it will be crucial to remember that a main reason we are here on
earth is to heal, so that in time we can awaken. What you haven't learned in
your life may now be served up to you as trials. This could be the worst of
times or the best of times. It will all depend on your attitude. Do not take
it lying down, face it. Whatever you do, do not put your head in the sand
with your rear end high. A variation of this mistake is to blame someone for
the situation you are in. Nothing is without your choice whether you hide
that from yourself or not. The whole reason we have a subconscious and
unconscious is so we can hide our collusion. You can not get out of a
situation while you are still a victim. That can only be done through
responsibility, even with the overwhelm that may be present for so many.
Remember if you are backed into a corner, look up. You are not never left
comfortless. Heaven is reaching down to you even more than at any other
time. Do not get so caught up in the pain and the drama that you forget that
help is available. Yet also during this time there will be moments of great
grace and illumination that will suddenly clear the storm.

Avail yourself of the mercy and the grace. Do
things the easy way. When you discover the gifts that have hidden under the
conundrums you face, your heart will be glad and you will think that you
could never again forget that in every dark situation that you face, you
have a gift that could totally transform it. And at the same time Heaven
would add its gift to remake the situation that you face. Do not curse your
fate when there is so much that can be transformed through healing. Even if
your fate seems to be written in stone, how you experience your fate depends
on you. Give yourself to every form of forgiveness, you can think of. Let
your judgments and beliefs that are projected out to make the movies of your
life be transformed by the blessings and forgiveness you bring. Freed of
judgment every situation always shows the light of Gods truth for you,
which has to be good given the nature of God and of truth. Any other problem
comes about from our dark dreams and hidden wishes, while healing comes
either through our awakening or by bringing the light to every situation
through forgiveness.

The world is in need of so much light. Forgive
people; they are doing the best they can given inner and outer
circumstances. But also remember that everyone and everything in your world
represents your own unconscious self concepts. To say it another way, you
people the world with your past and how you have judged yourself. When you
forgive you free others and yourself. You release them and yourself from a
prison you have inside that has limited your perception to a form of
judgment. It is time now to be free of the ancient prisons that you have put
yourselves in. Let love be more important than your judgments. Let another
be more important than your pain. Give the place in which you have kept this
precious pain to someone you love. You probably had no idea this pain was
more important to you than someone you loved but you could now let someone
you love have this cherished place within you.

There is no suffering or sacrifice that is not
a revenge at some level. There is no suffering or sacrifice that does not
feed our specialness, the substitute we have made for love. There is no
suffering or sacrifice that is not used as a vehicle of our independence.
This cannot be what we want in our heart of hearts to make another wrong
is to attain a pseudo-independence that hides our fear. We have all hidden
so much from ourselves. This can change. It is time for courage,
willingness, and to change the deepest personal and family patterns that you
set up to heal in this life. This is the time. Fasten your seat belt and
stop eyeing your parachute. Its not time to bail out, your ego uses death
inclinations to hide your birth invitations.

One of the easiest forms of healing is
undoing. You simply give whatever plagues you over to Heaven to undo for
you. Undoing comes from grace. You simply remember that as God‚s child you
deserve every good thing easily. You are the only one that can block Heaven
grace. Only you can hurt yourself. Only you can stop yourself.

So, if you are in over your head. Ask for
help. Open your heart to your friends and family. Open your heart to Heaven.
Your ego will try to convince you there is only you but that is not how you
succeed nor is it how you will have the intimacy that you crave. Ride the
horse in the direction it is going. You are not meant to become ever more
solitary. That way is death. This will not allow you to escape your lessons,
it will only delay them. You set these lessons up for yourself to find your
way back to Oneness.

So communicate. Share your heart at the
deepest level. Offer your unknowing for the answers that already exist
within you. They have been waiting. Take the time and offer your mind to
peace so you can hear these answers. They will wait until you are over your
fear to show the way that works for truth. When you have acted from your
fear, you act from weakness and attack.

Remember all pain at some level is used to cut
yourself off from others. Pain is used by the ego to block the awareness
that there is another around you who is in even greater need of help than
you. True helpfulness restores a flow to youself and the one who needs your
help.

Some area long asleep in you can come awake
now and be restored. No matter what area in yourself is healed, your heart
will also open to a new level of freshness and feeling. This fosters
tenderness and a new beginning in whatever area your life expands. You can
also come to a new level of relationship, with at least one of your parents.
This will help you be more of who you came to be.

This is the month, more than any other, when
you are called to go from crucifixion to resurrection. Give up your idols of
crucifixion. They cannot save you or anyone. They cannot make you happy.
Someone Who had become one with God did that to teach about loving your
enemies and that the recognition of self as Self is the transcendence of
spirit. No one need have such an extreme example again. You are offered
resurrection. Let yourself accept this profound gift. It will save so much
time and suffering.

Before I reflect on some of the minor themes
of April let me suggest another healing method. It is a combination of grace
and feeling your feelings. It evolves a problem up your chakras. It starts
with the seven main energy centers in your body and then proceeds up the
seven above your. First reflect on the problem. Feel the emotions around it.
Feel where the emotion is centered in your body. As it proceeds up the
chakras it will become finer and finer emotionally and as it reaches the
seven above the body it will resonate with some of the chakras in the body.
Experience the emotion where it is, invite the angels to bring the grace to
accelerate this experience that will give you back more of your heart and
open you to more grace. Feel the emotion along with the grace. There is a
line from A Course in Miracles that I frequently employ to help me: God
still is Love and this is not His Will.” These become words of power that
helps me remember truth and the freedom that comes with it. You can use
these words to focus truth in regard to the emotion you are experiencing.
Now give yourself to birth by feeling your feelings. Through the pain there
is a new birth. As you free up each chakra that the problem has been caught
in, the emotion, sometimes experienced as sensation will lift to the next
one. Feel how it feels in this energy center until it again graduates to the
next one. If you continue all the way to seventh chakra above your head you
will have birthed yourself to a whole new level and in doing so experience a
miracle in your present situation. Have the courage for a truer you that
wants to emerge. You will feel Heavens gratitude for your healing.

Remember that you are in a time of big waves,
so another issue may follow the first one that you are working on then
another after that, etc. If you are in big waves you may as well learn to
surf, because that is what healing brings. This is far superior than trying
to drink the wave.

Spontaneity is one of the energies that gift
you this month. You may become aware this month of how much you censor
yourself. Instead of this censoring you might try putting your spontaneity
under the direction of your higher mind.

Remember also that the ego once it sees that
you have the currency of freedom sets up a shop for counterfeiting what
looks like freedom. For instance, in a time of spontaneity, the ego tempts
you with the wrong direction in the name of spontaneity.
Let your higher mind be your point man; it will find every booby trap and
mine field. It will give you the discernment necessary to see when ego has
wrapped pain in what looks like an attractive package.

Inspiration is strong this month. It will lead
you to what you love. Whether your inspiration comes from expected or
unexpected places it is always coming from within where Heaven is calling
you back to Love.

The possibility of being blindsided is another
of the themes of this month. It is an American football term where you are
wearing a helmet and you have full range of vision. Some comes from
your blindside and levels you. This possibility can be remedied by amping up
our awareness so that you would notice any problem long before it occurred.
Also if you have a strong bonding with another it can have the salutary
affect of increasing both your awareness and range of vision.

Finally, there is another major opportunity
but you will need a moment of peace to realize it. This power is called the
Wish Fulfilling Gem. This a high level gift in which you focus the natural
power on something you might wish for. The Wish Fulfilling Gem is powered by
your sense of worth which in Heavens eyes is inestimable . Anything less
than this comes from the ego conspiracy to disempower you on your way to
Oneness. Sideing with Heaven is not only the truth, the rewards are so much
better!

Heal
Share
Communicate
Forgive
Call for grace and miracles
Turn it over to Heaven
Let your heart be touched
Use your mind for what you really want!

Wishing you all the best in the big months
ahead.
Love and Warmest Aloha,
Your brother,
Chuck

Shared with Love and Light, Rosalie xo