It is taking alot for me to say this.

I don't often say much and I usually reply with a brief comment to those posts on here which really touch my heart. Because I don't often reply to things I hope that you all don't think I am a distant or aloof person because I am really not. Some here have posted that people who are in the midst of "ascension" or awakening are also muddled down with issues of self esteem. I guess I can identify with that. Also, many of you have skills and abilities with this computer and cyber world I am just begining to become aware of let alone try to develop.

I am a shy person. I hope you all can understand. I am self taught on the computer and have a long way to go as far as using this medium well. I guess in my past life I was probably a farmer. "Yee Haw" :)

I am a late bloomer. That in itself is a long story. The thing is it affects my self worth at times. I try not to become angry "at the world", at society at some concieved darkness. Whatever knowledge I might claim of the light gives me the very real conviction that I must own the responsibility for who I am now and glean the lessons from it. That is why I state in my profile that I am still figuring out exactly what my passion is. "God", "Source", or my "Higher Self" has not yet revealed this to me and it is very frustrating sometimes. At times I am "Spoken to" through poetry or visions that are so heartfelt I KNOW thay are from THERE. That is why I dared post anything here.

Anyway, the point of this "blog" is to open my heart to you all and let you know how grateful I am for you who have sent me kind words and love. I am using this opportunity to do the same and send you all love too! Thank you all for being "out there" sharing your love and wisdom.

Blessing to you all :)

Namaste,
in Love and Light
Veriditas "Bob"