AHH Moment!

I had an ahh moment yesterday. I have abandoment issues from past relationships. The pain body that is triggered by abandoment usually mainfests inself in an intense need to "people please". In people pleasing we will loose ourselves and then become the victims. In giving of ourselves "people pleasing" derived by our own pain body (abandonment), we become increasing angry when our pleasing is not returned. I have gone through life thinking how cruel people are. All the while I had the key to happiness but in my own soul, by acknowledging my pain body and realizing that no one was asking me to go out of my way, that was simply my need to fill my void. Jeeze, does this make sense? I'am not sure if I am getting this in print that is comprehensible. Anyway it was a banner day and all the information that has been coming in my head finally became synergized! Ya Hoo!!!!