I'm Back! I hope hee hee

How's your world my delightful luv's! I greet you in love and send you my joy. May you each be ever so blessed.
Between the business of life ever changing and my hard drive crashing, I've had limited connection to the net. Everything was lost including the system I was used to working with on my computer. You could say I'm rediscovering myself...trying to find myself...[my sites on the net hahaha]
There's been so much going on, so many changes and new imputs my non stop brain has been on overload! Meditating for me has been a joke to myself lol! So my quantum mind came up with this idea to deal with itself...hee hee. Because my brain has been so noisy my main desire in meditating is just a moment of quiet and peace, but my brain's pop up blockers have been on overload so thoughts just jump right in my mind anyway. So I thought, instead of trying so hard to not think of or block the thought that keeps interrupting a quiet moment, to deliberatly look at the thought. Example, concerns for my dear friend Melody. In my minds eye I visualize that I literally take my hand and grab that thought, then I hand it in the air right in front of me. Now my logic mind tells itself that thought is not in my mind, but in front of me where I can choose to view it like clicking on a shortcut link on my desktop. I always know that it is there and because it is not open on my mind my mind is quiet now, where those concerns were running...
I don't know if that makes any sence to you guys. I guess it's like I used reverse psycology on my self to look clearly at the things that were troubling me that I was trying not to think about...hahaha anyway..it worked for me! hahaha
My beautiful reincarnated goddess, my kitty Bri, just gave birth to her first litter of kittens April 3rd, the day before her own first year birthday. My boyfriend and I decided to share the love of a kitten for a child between us because neither of us care to have more children. Then I had this dream where I met this beautiful lady Goddess who told me her name was Bridget and she told me she was going to send me a kitty. Naturally I told my boyfriend Lee about my dream and we both waited with anxious excitement about what our kitten was going to be like and when she would come. One day , out of the blue, about 4 months after that dream, my x daughter-in-law woke me up saying 'surprise!!!' and had in her hands a beautiful tiny grey purshion/calicoe hazel-eyed kitten. So we named her Bri, short for the goddess Bridget who sent her and because she was B-eautiful R-ambucnktious, and Intellegent.
Lee was so cute it just tickled me to death! I messaged him that she was going into labor and he was as nervous and giddy as a new father! He researched everything he could find on the net about kittens having kittens and rushed down here to witness the first live birth of his life! The merical of birth is such an awesome site to behold.
Then the proud father created the following video from all the pictures we took of her and her newborns.
So I leave you all with the video of the birth of Love in our home. I love you all dearly. May my light touch you right May it bring you love and light! salah! Namaste'..Motherchi