I no longer think the way I use to think. Like a different part of my brain has been activated. For example, I have a science brain over a literature. Oh god the dots again. yes, I use to have that kind of brain. And know I cant write like I use to it isnt as sophisticated anymore. However, my math skills are much more refined. However may be I will be a therapist. But I still would like to be a marine biologist and do field work for a living and work with dolphin. pipe dreams though. I have to get through the day. trust me i am so vulnerable and innocent all the time and not assuming