wowie, zowie.

this last weekend... I feel like I should've been warned... WATCH OUT, bumpy road ahead!!

extremely strong stuff out there... or in me, whichever.

a lot of feeling anxiety, chest pains, tiredness... it would get to the point of feeling I couldn't contain myself.. emotionally, mentally, physically with the heart, like exploding... then... once it reaches that threshold.. where you almost calmy freak out.... something triggers inside, and slowly i returned to a resemblence of being relaxed and calm

it actually happened again.. the worst of them all just 20 minuites ago... trying to get a bike ride in on such a gorgeous day... I didn't make it 5 min without knowing I had to stop.. sat down on a bench next to the river and felt the after effects... man, you can feel so insane at those times.

after it all.. I felt kinda dizzy, nauseous, a little sick, and definitely drained... but in a good way... compared to the inner excitement/bombardment before... and sorta feel like I could pass out right now. light-headed... oh and splitting headache right after it subsided... on the top, the crown, and on my forehead.... which im guessing is either from stress or light pouring in these chakras. headaches are very rare for me... but lately... lol, that's another story.