Feeling Anger

I spent the last few days moving my dogs over to the new place. I still have to go today and move the last of the dog houses and put up a tarp to shield one of the dogs from the afternoon sun. My face is a little sun burned and my body has had quite the workout from all of this, I spent yesterday afternoon with a headache and trying to recover a bit.

So anyway, there are three ranches that connect where I placed my dogs. The new place, the old place and one other. The other ranchers home is near to where my dogs are. Being that I did not want my dogs to bark or bother him, I took carful consideration as to how I would place them, as in the dogs that get along close together, and the noisier ones farther from his place. I place three dogs on Sunday to see how it would go, then I returned on Monday to take the rest. One dog had gotten away, but she returned to the old place, was caught and tied up till I got there. I spent several hours placing all the dogs and was finally done. I couldn't wait to go home, the last thing I was doing was refilling their water, when I saw the other rancher talking to one of the people at the new place. I knew it, he was pointing at the dogs and complaining. Oh, crap, I knew this was going to happen, I full well saw this comming. So I talked to the guy from the new place, he said the guy said the dogs bark to much and he was going to call the pound.

This of course upset me, which in turn made the dogs bark. I took three away to another place and left the farthest ones from his home where they were. I was so mad! I thought God why, give me a break, please. I was very close to falling back into very bad thinking, but kept myself in check. As I left I talked to the other ranchers sister, who said she was going to call him and tell him to relax. Wonderful, but the rest of the evening was harsh for me. I couldn't sleep, I felt fear and anx, I was off. I spent the evening calling in Angels, praying, using crystals, the works to get back on track. By morning I was fine.

This is all a lesson, to have slipped back a bit felt terrible and I knew and know that I am to no longer go there, the overwhelming anger that took me was harsh on me, I felt it from head to toe, inside and out, body mind and spirit. Eventhough I knew there was going to be an issue, I still got knocked off balance.

Are any of you feeling this or going thru this too? Do any of you have any word of wisdom to keep one on.

By the way, I observed my dogs from a distance and the other rancher out and about at his place with other people. My dogs took no notice of him. They only bark when a stranger or car pass in front of them.

Love,
Gloria