Crisis; I am ready to help, but need guidance. Please take this into consideration
Hello, my name is Jeramie.
You might consider this letter long, but I need your patience and promise to read it, becuase it could very be very important. I dont know where to begin, but I am having somewhat of a crisis.
Over the past few years, I have been going through an intense spiritual awakening. An awakening that chose me. It started with the sudden desire to seek out a higher understanding of how the universe and this reality works.
This desire led me into discovering that the universe itself, is one mind, and as cells are part and parcel in us, we are part and parcel of this mind.
My artwork went from being dark in subject, usually draw with pencil on 8x10 paper.. to blossoming into huge colorful acrylic paintings, very mystical in subject.
My problem is.. social anxiety took me out of school in 10th grade, and my parents moved, where there is NOTHING out here for me. I have developed masterful artistic talent, as well as masterful writing talent. I have become a very vibrant spiritual person. I have had spirits give me signs in the forms of numbers, as warnings of my wrong doings, and signs of my rightdoings. I have been given gifts from higher entities, no doubt. I dont want to let them down. My innervoice tells me that I have a single purpose. I was put here to send a message of hope, and positive transformation to both the individual and the human collective, and a warning for others.
That is my purpose.. to awaken people through my artwork and my writings.
But I have NO idea where to begin.. I need to be with spiritual/ mystical/ creative people.. there is none of that in my area at all. I dont quite have the money or the resources to just pak up all of my art and move. I need to find a community that believes in me. Becuase if I can become accepted into a thriving spiritual community, not only will I benifit from it, it will benifit from me. I can teach painting lessons, I can display my artwork which has the ability to heal and transform. There is a lot I can do. But I dont know how to get out there. Im only 20.. but time is running out for humanity, I need to start spreading hope and love, or I will have failed my purpose of being here. Please take this letter into serious consideration.
I want to help, by being involved personaly. If I can help, if I can speak, display my inspirational and enlightening artworks.. any way I can get involved, please consider this, the future depends on all of us lightworkers parts, and I believe I play a big role myself.
Enclosed are some links to view some of my artwork.
http://a382.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/25/l_f1037e2f0a570b456c3a4...
http://a741.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/23/l_c3f3ba2f15207d7513609...
http://a549.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/37/l_83ae23ef8661ccc2abffa...
http://a9.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/4/l_57f740c560df56994ef3c8ed...
This painting scales 9ft x 9ft. It is one peice that I DO NOT want to sell, but rather have on display where it can serve its purpose, to awaken and transform.
http://a252.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/44/l_1de11b62c7596cde94e78...
http://a701.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/61/l_2f434636d934e86c0b738...
http://a752.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/62/l_26f7791f342341bafe5d1...
http://a846.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/61/l_4d75e7a9cffd47b75709d...
http://a963.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/49/l_3e28da247ccda3251804e...
My most recent peice:
http://a27.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/26/l_aa909fe323afd3fdf03113...
Also I have enclosed some of my wiritings:
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REFLECTIONS
I spend most of my time, while painting, reflecting on my being and then reflecting on the universe and its being. In most efforts to figure out how the two go together, to find that force at the core of all matter, that binds all of humankind to the cosmos. A force without time or space as boundries, a force curled up and hidden away inside of every atom, a force of pure light energy that eminates from a single point.
It is that energy which has shaped and created all of time, the mechanics and physics of space, the fractalic patterns that form galaxies, hurricanes, whirlpools, and every chaoticly organized structure, every pattern of evolution in all things. This force has shaped you and I to be its eyes and ears, to explore ourselves, and the cosms, to reflect its creations in our arts, and to be in awe of its complextion, beauty, and infinately brilliant existence.
-Jeramie Griffor
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A VOW TO ASCEND
Drunk and unaware, Is a sould that seeks repair,
To a mind of love and care, From out a pit lost in dispair.
Inside a prison with key in hand, Yet here in dark do I still stand.
To give myself this one command, To walk away knee deep in sand.
Do take your vow; This single dare, Stand face to face with your demons glare
Ascend the flames; Soar through the air, Translucent free, exposed and bare.
Whats to lose? Go face yourself, Still your soul, help someone else.
A soul alone felt poor in health, Now is filled with eternal wealth.
From this day on I face my fear, To realise why I've been put here,
To let you know so truley dear, An age of love is drawing near.
Jeramie Griffor (c) 2007
Thursday March 1st 12:09 AM
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I BELIEVE
I do not believe in organised religion, but I do BELIEVE.
I believe that the universe is an infinitely dense conscious
entity. I believe at some point, inward, time and space seize to exist. It is that point, that exists within all of us, in every thing, every sub-atomic particle, that connects all things as one.
I believe in love. Not the concept of love that corporate america throws at us on valentines day. I mean the type of love that brings everyone together, hand by hand, to embrace how amazing and strange it is to be alive, how beautiful and almost humorous it is that there is a reality to which our intellect has spawned and become capable of conceiving awareness of.
I believe in hope and peace. I think that we are going through a cosmic evolution.. we are like synapses of the cosmos brain. We are in the process of discovering this and pursuing it by building with geometry and efficiency, co-existing with the planet, and learning to co-operate, and be more aware of the manipulation the media has inflicted upon us.
I BELIEVE.
And I think it is important for others to see the same optimism. I BELIEVE it is essential to the survival of the human race, and our birthing into the vast expanse that is the universe.
Namaste
Jeramie
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Waves and Echoes
A pattern in the mirror, and echo in the light,
The void within the spiral I think of every night.
Waves of the Divine, pouring down encrypted signs,
Translated into thought within the human mind.
Spinning in a vortex, like sliding down a drain,
Swinging on the spiral in the cortex of my brain.
No longer can we be supressed, lets play a bigger role,
A puppet hid behind a mask cannot have control.
Lets wisen up and live as one, take care of Mother Earth,
For when this task has become, we will have the universe.
Jeramie Griffor (c) 2007
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MACROCOSM
Macrocosmic bits of data, an entire world to us, to it a spec of dust. Macrocosmic giant mind, to us a burning ball of gas, to it small elements that build upon its mass.
Driving down the road I contemplate that all that is around me is built of such small things, little specs of light with electron swarming rings.
And I have a thought that goes not away, a thought that yet persists, taking in all of this, this that should not possibly exist.
Though in our brief existence, the present shapes the future thats built upon the past, all the things that we know now will only shortly last, just to be long lost and forgotten much like the nature of our origins.
Things just never stay the same, and matters always change, structures always re-arrange, and there will always be information to exchange. Ive reach across time and space to visit one specific place, if I could give you any hint, it is alien and strange.
We live and live we do exist, but we never use our gift, we never stop to think; why we are or how we are, weve come to our own conclusions, but never stop to think of what we are or how bazaar it really is to live to breath, to think to see, to contemplate reality, to die or grow, but never know, the way that things should really go; They lie to you and me, mind warped consensus reality, oh how they lie to you and me!
This so called democracy, a hypocrisy, what a sad sick joke. You live you work, consume then croke, breathing in the smut that we produce our future kin will surely choke, and the world will take a toll.
If only you could see, through the hate and greed, peace and love a life stress free, THIS IS WHAT WE REALLY NEED! Lies and lust pornography, racist fools are what we breed! Ignorance stupidity, how can a slave to money call himself free!?
A corporate society, the future as I see, they control our lives, commercial destiny. But as we become more alien, we live and live and we exist but never stop to use our gift and think; Why we are or how we are or what we are or how bazaar it really is to live to breath, to think to see, to contemplate reality, to die or grow but never know, they way these things should really go.
(c) 2006-Jeramie Griffor
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Thank you very much for your time,
Love, Light, and Peace,
-Jeramie