I lost my grandmother in april and yesterday my mother phoned and gave me the news about my grandfather. He has been ill for almost 10 years but he has taken care of him self all the time and we know he ´s ill but when a person can take care of them selves you kind of ignoring that they are sick and in pain.

I love my grandfather a lot, he has been my father and guidens in life. Letting go and know that he has it better of with grandmother is hard. A big part of me want him to be with her but a part of me wants to have him around all the time.

When I phoned him and asked him how his doing, he told me that he don´t stop bleeding and his ready now and he want to meet us once again before its time (He lives 1250 km from us).
The most beautiful thing he sad was: Grandmother is waiting for me at the other side.

Lots of love to you all

Monica