*Just need to blab off some thoughts stirring in me due to my last blog. Must say, it really got me thinking. I write it in the form of a story as it pops into my head*

Yup, that must be it. I mean why else would their be a "fight" for whose Truth is Truth and whose is "misleading, fear-mongering" etc. I wonder what the prize is? What will "God" be handing out to that proud person who shows up at the Pearly Gates, having lived a life with all the answers. All the answers to every question for every human being. What is the prize for the person who was able to explain, teach and share, exactly and precisely something they have never experienced? It's either going to be really spectacular...or, there is going to be a huge surprise at those Pearly Gates.

I envision it very crowded. Yup. You are gonna have first of all, take a number. When you grab that little piece of paper with a number you will then have to look up to the flashing signs all over the clouds, to find the one that says something like, "35,890-37,500 stand here. When you get there you will have a long wait, but it might not be too bad, because you will most probably be in the line/group of those whose Truth was just as perfectly True as yours. Yup. You've read the same books, had the same experiences, went to the same lectures, followed the same channelers, etc. You'll be happy for the company, but wonder why the hell all these people are in your way. You have "places to go, people to see, a FRICKIN' PRIZE TO CLAIM!"

So you wait, as patiently as you can, maybe even reminiscing about all the people you "saved" with your Pure Truth. "Ahhhhhhhhh, it was worth it" you think to yourself. If I have to wait in this pool or "whoever they are's" to get that prize? So be it. I surely deserve it. I mean "I" always shared from the heart. I always shared absolute pure truth. My messages were so easy to understand and clearly for the masses. Yes, I did everything right and because of me, many are on the right path."

Hours go by, but of course it doesn't feel like our hours as there is no "time" once we get there, and finally, FINALLY you are first in line! This is it! The prize! The SPEAKER/CHANNELER/TEACHER WHOSE TRUTH RESONATED WITH ALL WHO GOT IT AND KNEW THERE WAS NO OTHER TRUTH BUT MINE award. You can just taste/smell it.

You are greeted, given a sticker with your name on it to stick on your shirt, and then ushered into a big room...where guess what? You are now seated with people from section 22,486-24,999, as well as many other sections. One room, many souls. Many different stories/beliefs of how they arrived in this lovely room, and they share them excitedly with gasps and laughter at times. "How could you have gotten here that way? Omg! I never would have ended up here if I had taken that route!" Many conversations like this. Hugging, laughter, etc. Overall, a sense of peace and joy that you are there with your brothers and sisters regardless of what roads and paths brought each of you there. These people were not hoping for a prize. They never lived their lives by what another said they should. They appreciated and were grateful for all that was out there to choose from while they travelled, but also aware of the many "flavors" they never tried and with no regret or judgment, they smile as they sit there seeing it really was true. "We will all get there one way or another."

Those arriving hoping for that prize or medal whatever, will be disappointed. Those that they believed "admired them, followed them, and maybe even hung on every word they said as if God and Heaven had being speaking to them this whole time" will be scattered all over the room enjoying the finger food and each other. :-)

There will no longer be the War of Truths. No one will care about any of that. All will be so happy to be Home that they probably won't even remember most of the names of those they listened to as they "traveled." Because as many say, and only some believe...it is never about the messenger, but instead the message.

The messenger is and always will be just another face in the crowd. For this reason, it might be a good idea to accept that now, enjoy the finger food and the many conversations, knowing that we are only responsible for ourselves really. Can we help? Should we help? Sure. But sometimes, "Lightworker teachers" forget to wait to be asked. "Wait to be asked." If you try to convince and share or change minds or teach something that was not asked of you? I say, that does not come "from the heart" but somewhere else.

It saddens me when those who believe they are here to teach, heal etc., spend so much time discrediting others who believe just like them, in their heart that they are here to do the same. I admit, at times there are some who "fake it" as you guys have said, or are out for money/students etc., but I feel the majority out there or at least here at LW comes from the heart of the believer.

It also blows my mind when these teachers, healer, lightworkers, etc, believe they and those that resonate with them are Thee Truth. Where does that conclusion come from? How does one get to the point of being All Knowing?

My last blog was very interesting and I guess not so surprising now that I look back. Those who took the "blurb" so personally that they had to rip it to shreds, want people to not listen to that person's experience/share, but instead to their Truth because they know what is really going on now and in our future. Wow huh? Must be nice to know all. For some. For me? I believe I came here with the plan that when I finally did figure it all out? I'd be back Home in the next instant.

I love this journey. It's ups and downs. It's confusion it's clarity. It's many "flavors" to read, explore and listen to. It's many twists, turns and paths. I don't want anyone sharing "Thee One and Only Way" with me. I came here to find "My One and Only Way," thank you very much. :-)

Disclaimer:
This was me, talking outloud, what is in my head and heart today. Not my normal way, but I just felt like doing it today. Needed to get it out of me, in storybook/fairytale form I guess. Why? I don't know. Maybe because the last couple of days got so serious and "brainiac" like. I don't live much in my left brain these days, so I just wanted to play in the playground that is my right today to express. If you read? Whoa...thanks for taking the time. I feel better now. I've always said, I am more of a "Pollyanna" type...and in her world, All works out as it should. She does not believe she has a part in making any of it happen, but instead just goes about loving and living and being...while all else falls into place. Yeah...that's what my Home is like. :-)