When I was young I always felt detached from the reality that I was apart of, there was a feeling of misplacement and the lonliness that I felt too,I was constantly questioning why me , I did a lot of day dreaming finding peace and joy within my own thoughts
I had got used to most of it as I entered my teens I guess the hormone change that was occuring altered my sense of being my emotions not finely tuned as they were although I was not aware of them they were there now I look back at my self. What always lingered though was this feeling of deja-vous I used to get and the feeling of familiarity I experienced often, what a confusing time I was going through.
I came to Lightworkers.org about five months ago after I heard an interview with Mary Rodwell and something came to me a, sort of revalation ,she could have been talking about me it was so wierd ,and from then on my total thought process has changed I guess I was being aware of the shift in dimensional thinking , Lightworkers were mentioned and the web site details in short and that is how I became a lightworker.
That is only the beginning of something much bigger I have discovered , my spiritual belief grows in strength daily and my awareness to the energy and frequency gets more refined the more I grow ,I am fascinated with the universe always have been and I feel a connection that is strong with me and as I write this I feintly sense something like a calling almost like someone is trying to get through ?
24 hrs ago was the first time I fully opened all my main Chakra's ,and none was more stronger that my third eye Chakra as the purple haze cleared I was shocked at the brightness and clarity of my third eye vision I saw nothing there but there was a lightness there that was as real as anything I saw ever , my thoughts of amazment and questions came to mind and brought me out of meditation although I was not deep in meditation as I had felt an itch since my base chakra had been opened ,I had been a bit nervious of opening my Chakra's and going into adeep meditation as I had sensed the reality of what could happen a long time ago and knew that sense was strong in me but I had my astro Chakra read and discovered it was Ajna the third eye Chakra and also my color was indigo which gave me a sense of comfort and spurred me on to look deeper into myself and that is exactly what I did Finding the strength of my inner vision.
I am unsure about what to do/say when I reach that point again ,Just exactly does one work the third eye ?? I could do with some input at this point , I cannot stress any stronger how open and clear my third eye was , I am a real novice with this , although my perception is high this is more than perception its a real thing ,I hope there is some that know what I am on about and can give me a bit of direction regarding what I experience.
Many thanks
May Love and Light be with you always
Peace
Indi
I went off at a tangent somewhere during writing the above as I was going to write about sense of expectancy I feel constantly ,I am waiting for my brothers and sisters who are out there beyond our planets gravitational pull watching the events of today /yesterday and tomorrow waiting for the right moment to show themselves publicly, I keep expecting a visit from some being ,So I hope someone is listening to my thoughts as I put this down, With open arms and open heart bursting with love I ready myself daily for that moment.I am ready for them with Love.